Insight vs. foresight
I'd like to admit I'm sorry for causing mischief and i'm sorry for making people feel bad and it's not a class act. I'm not doing it for anyone or any title or any reputation. If I'm going to get made fun of, I will take people down with me.
I'd like to admit I'm sorry but I can't.
Not cause I'm fake, if I was fake I wouldn't be able to admit:
I remember everything I say about everything.
Whether it's calling someone an idiot, calling someone ugly or telling someone blandly "I don't like you", I don't forget. It's more of a curse, or maybe it's something good.
There are people in the world that forget everything they say to people, and it can affect the other person so deeply.
So maybe for me; getting made fun of for so long, for everything has crippled me to the point that I can't forget a single thing.
And more than anything right now I'd like to forget about you and what I said, and you know. I can't.
I don't understand how people can break someone apart so harshly and never think about it again.
I guess this means I'm not going to hell.
I L U
DO U L ME?
I doubt it, but I don't care anymore.
I just want you to know that I feel bad, and I feel even worse when you don't respond to my sorrow.
I'd like to admit I'm sorry but I can't.
Not cause I'm fake, if I was fake I wouldn't be able to admit:
I remember everything I say about everything.
Whether it's calling someone an idiot, calling someone ugly or telling someone blandly "I don't like you", I don't forget. It's more of a curse, or maybe it's something good.
There are people in the world that forget everything they say to people, and it can affect the other person so deeply.
So maybe for me; getting made fun of for so long, for everything has crippled me to the point that I can't forget a single thing.
And more than anything right now I'd like to forget about you and what I said, and you know. I can't.
I don't understand how people can break someone apart so harshly and never think about it again.
I guess this means I'm not going to hell.
I L U
DO U L ME?
I doubt it, but I don't care anymore.
I just want you to know that I feel bad, and I feel even worse when you don't respond to my sorrow.