WHAT TROUBLE
so allie and i were goofing off and she made a face and it reminded me of a lemur so i said thats cute you look like a lemur, and she took offense to it. so i appologised because i didnt mean to hurt her feelings and i didnt mean it as an insult. so for hurting her feelings i was sorry for doing so. but she said that wasnt good enough and that i had to make it up to her.
okay, lets rewind about 15 minutes earlier. actually, lets start with when i woke up.
i woke up late, rushed to firefighting only to screw up on a physical stress test and then the instructor yelled at the whole class (not about what i did) and he was royally mad, and made me feel bad about what happened. then i had to rush home to finish an assignment for journalistic writing, and i didnt finish it, but i did a lot of it. so i get to class and my teacher says i got 0/30 on one of my papers because it was "plagerized" and i will admit there were a few words... WORDS that sounded similar, in one of my 6 paragraphs. and for that she reported me to the administrators, and i failed that assignment.
so allie and i went to her house and i was dead tired being that i went to bed at 3:30am and woke up at 7:10am. so i wanted to sleep and she was tired too, so we were going to nap on the couch, and then she asks if i can massage her back, i told her i'd rather not 'cause i was exhausted and i have a lot to do. but i did anyways because it made her feel better. so then we start talking as she starts falling asleep -- i was envious, i wanted to sleep. and then i stoped and layed next to her, and she was making faces and we were talking about some random things then she made the lemur face...
to get to the point quicker i insulted her without the intentions of doing so. I then appologised and it could have been laughed about or taken offensively which personally i dont think it was offensive, but nonetheless she was upset. so i did the right thing and gave her a meaningful apology (it was actually sincere). and she said it wasnt good enough and i had to make up for it. so then we argued. i told her i wanted to stop arguing and asked her to change her voice and attitude because it was making me impatient...
to skip through the dialogue and get to the main point faster -- allie told me to leave the room, and so i did, and when i came back i was going to tell her that i was sorry for hurting her feelings and a sincere appology is the best thing that i can do at the time is appologise rather than flater her and pretend like i mean it. and she agreed if i complimented her it would just be more annoying.
so THEN... (while yelling/arguing at eachother) we stood up and yelled and i asked what was this all about, me making a comment that i felt sorry about saying in the first place or something else, and if it was something else what was it really about. and she kept listing off things i was doing wrong at that moment. but nothing relevant to what happened before, only at me yelling at her, and the tone in my voice, and how i was acting, and how she thinks that i should count to ten and "stop acting like a 5 year old and act like a 17 year old." let me tell you that last one made me a bit mad.
she started pushing me when i was trying to leave, and i wanted to get some fresh air and not have to deal with a situation that was over my head, and how it got there... again over my head. i dont know what happened but she kept shoving me, so i threw my gatoraid bottle at the ground
okay, lets rewind about 15 minutes earlier. actually, lets start with when i woke up.
i woke up late, rushed to firefighting only to screw up on a physical stress test and then the instructor yelled at the whole class (not about what i did) and he was royally mad, and made me feel bad about what happened. then i had to rush home to finish an assignment for journalistic writing, and i didnt finish it, but i did a lot of it. so i get to class and my teacher says i got 0/30 on one of my papers because it was "plagerized" and i will admit there were a few words... WORDS that sounded similar, in one of my 6 paragraphs. and for that she reported me to the administrators, and i failed that assignment.
so allie and i went to her house and i was dead tired being that i went to bed at 3:30am and woke up at 7:10am. so i wanted to sleep and she was tired too, so we were going to nap on the couch, and then she asks if i can massage her back, i told her i'd rather not 'cause i was exhausted and i have a lot to do. but i did anyways because it made her feel better. so then we start talking as she starts falling asleep -- i was envious, i wanted to sleep. and then i stoped and layed next to her, and she was making faces and we were talking about some random things then she made the lemur face...
to get to the point quicker i insulted her without the intentions of doing so. I then appologised and it could have been laughed about or taken offensively which personally i dont think it was offensive, but nonetheless she was upset. so i did the right thing and gave her a meaningful apology (it was actually sincere). and she said it wasnt good enough and i had to make up for it. so then we argued. i told her i wanted to stop arguing and asked her to change her voice and attitude because it was making me impatient...
to skip through the dialogue and get to the main point faster -- allie told me to leave the room, and so i did, and when i came back i was going to tell her that i was sorry for hurting her feelings and a sincere appology is the best thing that i can do at the time is appologise rather than flater her and pretend like i mean it. and she agreed if i complimented her it would just be more annoying.
so THEN... (while yelling/arguing at eachother) we stood up and yelled and i asked what was this all about, me making a comment that i felt sorry about saying in the first place or something else, and if it was something else what was it really about. and she kept listing off things i was doing wrong at that moment. but nothing relevant to what happened before, only at me yelling at her, and the tone in my voice, and how i was acting, and how she thinks that i should count to ten and "stop acting like a 5 year old and act like a 17 year old." let me tell you that last one made me a bit mad.
she started pushing me when i was trying to leave, and i wanted to get some fresh air and not have to deal with a situation that was over my head, and how it got there... again over my head. i dont know what happened but she kept shoving me, so i threw my gatoraid bottle at the ground