ore-sama no bigi ni yoina~
tl;dr. You've been warned.
Name: Magdalena Anna
Nickname: Aru
Age: sixteen in October
Likes: writing and drawing for fun, because I suck, creating crack, because it's apparently the only thing I can do for the fandom, reading (I like fantasy), finding out random pieces of information and then playing smart, driving people mad with going blah blah about random pieces of information they couldn't care less about, listening to music (mostly rock, my classmates have the awesome power of converting people into being hardcore rock fans, but I've always fast-paced, upbeat songs. It's not a rule though, many slow songs are in my absolute favorites list and I tend to like a song for its lyrics), beautiful things (cute not always means beautiful), mythologies, musicals (the ones I've seen so far..), Biology, Dance Dance Revolution (my PS2 mat is dead, I think, but recently I managed to buy a dance pad for computer from a friend who wasn't using it at all..), my DS named Kurarin and Harvest Moon game (why can't the Witch be mine..). My grandmother, because she is all kinds of awesome and she watches Tenipuri with me (I think she's better known in the fandom than me). Misheard lyrics of songs (I am bound to laugh like a mad person at 99% misheards you would show me, but I'm a firm believer that Behemoth misheards are the best thing ever, even if only clear for us residents of the country by Wisla river). Sleeping at my grandma's place because she lets me do everything. My friends, because I hate being alone. Rebelling against school rules, because Catholic schools are a nice amount of shit or maybe it's only the one I went to, politics (as a subject to discuss), mudkips.
Dislikes: My Catholic school's (hooray, I won't be there anymore) stupid rules, crazy fangirls who flood my flist with colorful font and random Japanese (the reason I escaped Death Note fandom, too much !!!11oneone), some most of our politicians, my parents being overprotective (only child's fate, I guess), talking about clothes, make-up and boys, the word "massage", the word "enthralled", human stupidity, high-heeled shoes, Physics (and I will have it extended in high school and I knew about it and I agreed to it..), having my privacy invaded, homophobes, racists, Kamio's singing, fandom wank, being ignored (happens often when people want me to shut up), my own shyness and lack of self-confidence, people who don't like mudkips.
Hobbies: One day you'll see me wasting precious hours of my life killing chickens in Harvest Moon DS, the next day I'll be painting my shoes or molesting Fimo polymer clay. (I guess I can call it "creativity") Probably the only "stable" hobbies for me are reading and music, I'm a loser and don't even collect anything.
Talents: Making people mad in less than 60 seconds, creating crack for my fandom, cheering people up in the way that I could have given them a gun instead and it would have the same effect.. It's hard to list, because I'm one of these people who go "talents? I suck, don't have any o_o". Uh well, I don't think that there is an area where I would be able to kick everyone's ass. Even crack, my grandma's over nine thousand times better than me, but I hope I've inherited some of her talent.
Goals: Currently I'm still happy about fulfilling some of them. But hm, I wish one day I'll be able to draw and write well. I don't have these long term goals most people have.. It's too early and I'm too lazy to think about it now, I'm just a little teenager.
What do you feel is your best quality? Why?: Uh oh.. So I do have a good memory (only for storing random crap though, no useful information gets there) and even though it's really easy to make me sad and cry, I'll usually get over it really quickly (it's better to not give me LJ access when I'm down, that's how emo posts are born and thirty minutes later I would be all "oh crap, I've done that again, spammed my flist with emo woes they don't even want to read.. D: D:") Uh, I consider myself smart, but probably I'm not and just mentioning it makes me feel so full of myself.
Your worst? Why?: I'm terribly shy when it comes to dealing with people. I'd rather have things done for me if they require any contact with other people. Second thing is, I get hurt really easily and can cry for stupid reasons. Another thing is my big fear of failure. I have hardly any self-confidence and it totally disappears when I have to do something in public, for example solve a mathematical problem at school, I usually get so stressed about humiliating myself in front of others if I do something wrong, I make stupid mistakes. I also don't like mentioning my successes - every time someone congratulates me, I think of how high expectations does that person have now? I have an inferiority complex. In the internets, I've developed something like a fear of accidentally offending someone, as a result, I'm now ashamed of talking about pairings I like, because there is that feeling that someone who doesn't like it might feel bad about my fangirl burst and that it looks childish. I'm not even talking about how this way of thinking affects pairings I actually don't like, it's enough shit when I feel bad about thinking bad things about them. (see favorite/least favorite pairing questions)
What's your favorite quote? Why?: I don't have one favorite quote as it's not something my stupid brain would store permanently. If a situation light a quote bulb in my head. I can come up with something fitting, but currently the only one I can think of is "i herd u liek mudkips"
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Why?: See worst qualities. I'd try to make a decent human out of me, not just a kid who sits in the corner and keeps going "T_T"
If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be? Why?: If I could have one wish about the whole world granted, I'd discuss it with many people to narrow the possibilities to the most important ones (aru, stop the wars! food for poor people! kill all politicians! make mudkipz like u!) and then probably ignore them all and choose something on a whim.
Why do you like the anime/manga Prince of Tennis?: Magical gay tennis ftw. No, seriously. It must be something about the diversity of characters.. Unlike many series that focus on main character only, we get to know so many different rivals who are not just cardboard sprites standing there and disappearing when Seigaku beats them. Or maybe.. ways of spending money we have in this fandom. Seriously, I know it's all fanservice for money but I can't help but think Konomi loves his manga. If that was tl;dr, my answer is just gay magical tennis and dinosaurs. I know that there are people with much greater Tenipuri experience, but it's my 4th year of fangirling over it and I don't see myself getting bored with it anytime soon, so I guess it has to have something special in it, doesn't it?
Who is your favorite character? Why? (You won't be judged on this): Uh-oh, so they are practically equal, it depends of the day and my mood:
Chitose - I was almost 100% sure I've used up my life supply of bishie fangirling before I was 14 (used to be such a spazz and still am, if in a proper mood) especially when it comes to Tenipuri (I even refuse to read dream novels, because I'm weird and firmly believe that if I don't like girls who do excessive bishie fangirling and go "zomg so sexy my man!!!!11oneone" (yes, I've done it myself. I think it was really stupid of me. I was twelve) I can't make an exception and pair the teniboys with myself when whining about others doing that, because I would be what you call a hypocrite. And I'm shallow and like my yaoi more than any bishie out there.) But seriously, Chitose is just pure sex. When I was reading the manga, I kept repeating "I won't like Chitose, won't like that sparkly overrated thing.." and he completely had me after five minutes.
Kamio - I have a love-hate relationship with this thing, but it's not a real hate, I just love making mean fun of him. He is such an adorable spazzy loserboy and at the same time has a potential. I can't say how it happened that he became my favorite character. I just woke up one day knowing that he is one, bye bye Hyouteiboys. I'm also sure that if I met him in real life, one of the first things I'd do would be pulling his hair. I'd also steal the player he uses, because heee, music = love. I also herd u like him.
Shinji - Seriously, this guy is beautiful *insert spazz here*. I firmly believe that he is prettier than any Tenipuri girl and at the same time hotter than most boys. HIS HAIR *hair perv* I'm so glad that he was smarter than his captain, Shishido or Atobe and didn't get into a situation where he would have to cut his hair for the greater good. but it also means that not many artists can do him justice.. T.T
Who is your least favorite character? Why?: Uh, I don't think I have one anymore. I've been working hard on eliminating any hates and do not wants I had towards Tenipuri characters and pairings to prevent arguing with someone. Well, maybe Ryoma, for obvious reasons.
What's your favorite pairing? Why?: Warning, shallow aru here. I always feel shallow and stupid when expressing my love for them, because it makes me think that I'm turning blind to canon on purpose
ShinjixKamio or the other way round. They are pretty and have pretty hair. They are from Fudoumine (♥!) and do everything together. Kamio's most visited spot at school is Shinji's class. Shinji calls him every day. I do realize that these things do not make a couple, but I really have a thing for this pairing. They just.. match. (in my opinion, only and just my opinion) Kamio is a spazz and Shinji is calmer. Shinji prefers quantity over volume and Kamio is the other way round. They have the same height, shoe size and listen to the same music. (I do realize that these things still don't make a couple, but I spazzed) Kamio is really pwnable and Shinji can has mad pwning skillz. Both are born ukeboys from Tachibana's harem who would be topped by pretty much everyone else. Oh and I am aware that An exists and Kamio has a canon crush on her, really. That's why even if ShinjixKamio is my favorite of favorites, I feel more comfortable mentioning my #2 (ChitosexTachibana) when someone asks me for OTP, because if I take ShinjixKamio out of happy aruland and start loud fangirling, a voice in my head goes "YOU CANON RAPIST, WHAT ABOUT AN". But I really like the idea of Shinji being jealous and wrapping Kamio around his finger despite the boy's crush.. Uh and did I mention that they are pretty?
tl;dr - aru loves shinjixkamio, finds that love stupid and canon-raping because of An, but is learning not to care.
What's your least favorite pairing? Why?: As much as I'd love to be free of pairing hates, I can't, I just can't bring myself to like KamioAn ahahaha emowoes. I do realize how shallow it sounds "canon otp breakage noes!!!11 i shall haet!", but I believe it's not the point as I don't mind my favorite pairing being broken, I like practically all Shinji pairings you can imagine with only a slight dislike for ShinjiRyo and same goes for Kamio, KiriKami is my favorite guilty pleasure and BeKami, which I used to hate, now looks interesting. It's also not the het thing as I love TezuMiyu. I've tried to force this pairing on me, but eventually stopped, because I realized that it's going nothing, makes things worse and gives me emowoes. But I do like An as a character, just not with him. preferably Miyuki. If there's no Miyuki, Sakuno can do. Or.. I ship neither MomoAn nor KiriAn, but these pairings are much better for my mental health than KamioAn I like them as friends but as a couple, they bring me emowoes.
If you got to choose a character in the show to be for 24 hours, who would it be? Why?: At first I wanted to say Shinji so I could be a true beauty at least once, but after I thought about it, I'd say Niou, because he can be anyone and I'd have a chance to try out being everyone and wouldn't regret choosing someone and not having a chance to be someone else.
How did you find this community?: It was so long ago I don't remember.
Anything else?: Well, not ten years have passed but one.. It's my third time applying here, did it two years ago and last year and got totally different results (probably because I've used keywords that made people vote for certain characters and when I noticed them, it was too late to fix, when you are reading an application and see a word that is associated with a character, you usually pick that character for vote) I am curious how it would look like this time.. I apologize for emowoes, actually I've edited out most of them but there's still some left, because I happened to choose a favorite pairing that together with my least favorite pairing will some day make me sick. I also apologize for murdering English in this application, it's almost 2AM when I'm typing this.
Also..
I've been spamming people with this picture way too much recently
To make it clear since my theme application got posted a few days ago - I'm asking for a restamp
Name: Magdalena Anna
Nickname: Aru
Age: sixteen in October
Likes: writing and drawing for fun, because I suck, creating crack, because it's apparently the only thing I can do for the fandom, reading (I like fantasy), finding out random pieces of information and then playing smart, driving people mad with going blah blah about random pieces of information they couldn't care less about, listening to music (mostly rock, my classmates have the awesome power of converting people into being hardcore rock fans, but I've always fast-paced, upbeat songs. It's not a rule though, many slow songs are in my absolute favorites list and I tend to like a song for its lyrics), beautiful things (cute not always means beautiful), mythologies, musicals (the ones I've seen so far..), Biology, Dance Dance Revolution (my PS2 mat is dead, I think, but recently I managed to buy a dance pad for computer from a friend who wasn't using it at all..), my DS named Kurarin and Harvest Moon game (why can't the Witch be mine..). My grandmother, because she is all kinds of awesome and she watches Tenipuri with me (I think she's better known in the fandom than me). Misheard lyrics of songs (I am bound to laugh like a mad person at 99% misheards you would show me, but I'm a firm believer that Behemoth misheards are the best thing ever, even if only clear for us residents of the country by Wisla river). Sleeping at my grandma's place because she lets me do everything. My friends, because I hate being alone. Rebelling against school rules, because Catholic schools are a nice amount of shit or maybe it's only the one I went to, politics (as a subject to discuss), mudkips.
Dislikes: My Catholic school's (hooray, I won't be there anymore) stupid rules, crazy fangirls who flood my flist with colorful font and random Japanese (the reason I escaped Death Note fandom, too much !!!11oneone), some most of our politicians, my parents being overprotective (only child's fate, I guess), talking about clothes, make-up and boys, the word "massage", the word "enthralled", human stupidity, high-heeled shoes, Physics (and I will have it extended in high school and I knew about it and I agreed to it..), having my privacy invaded, homophobes, racists, Kamio's singing, fandom wank, being ignored (happens often when people want me to shut up), my own shyness and lack of self-confidence, people who don't like mudkips.
Hobbies: One day you'll see me wasting precious hours of my life killing chickens in Harvest Moon DS, the next day I'll be painting my shoes or molesting Fimo polymer clay. (I guess I can call it "creativity") Probably the only "stable" hobbies for me are reading and music, I'm a loser and don't even collect anything.
Talents: Making people mad in less than 60 seconds, creating crack for my fandom, cheering people up in the way that I could have given them a gun instead and it would have the same effect.. It's hard to list, because I'm one of these people who go "talents? I suck, don't have any o_o". Uh well, I don't think that there is an area where I would be able to kick everyone's ass. Even crack, my grandma's over nine thousand times better than me, but I hope I've inherited some of her talent.
Goals: Currently I'm still happy about fulfilling some of them. But hm, I wish one day I'll be able to draw and write well. I don't have these long term goals most people have.. It's too early and I'm too lazy to think about it now, I'm just a little teenager.
What do you feel is your best quality? Why?: Uh oh.. So I do have a good memory (only for storing random crap though, no useful information gets there) and even though it's really easy to make me sad and cry, I'll usually get over it really quickly (it's better to not give me LJ access when I'm down, that's how emo posts are born and thirty minutes later I would be all "oh crap, I've done that again, spammed my flist with emo woes they don't even want to read.. D: D:") Uh, I consider myself smart, but probably I'm not and just mentioning it makes me feel so full of myself.
Your worst? Why?: I'm terribly shy when it comes to dealing with people. I'd rather have things done for me if they require any contact with other people. Second thing is, I get hurt really easily and can cry for stupid reasons. Another thing is my big fear of failure. I have hardly any self-confidence and it totally disappears when I have to do something in public, for example solve a mathematical problem at school, I usually get so stressed about humiliating myself in front of others if I do something wrong, I make stupid mistakes. I also don't like mentioning my successes - every time someone congratulates me, I think of how high expectations does that person have now? I have an inferiority complex. In the internets, I've developed something like a fear of accidentally offending someone, as a result, I'm now ashamed of talking about pairings I like, because there is that feeling that someone who doesn't like it might feel bad about my fangirl burst and that it looks childish. I'm not even talking about how this way of thinking affects pairings I actually don't like, it's enough shit when I feel bad about thinking bad things about them. (see favorite/least favorite pairing questions)
What's your favorite quote? Why?: I don't have one favorite quote as it's not something my stupid brain would store permanently. If a situation light a quote bulb in my head. I can come up with something fitting, but currently the only one I can think of is "i herd u liek mudkips"
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Why?: See worst qualities. I'd try to make a decent human out of me, not just a kid who sits in the corner and keeps going "T_T"
If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be? Why?: If I could have one wish about the whole world granted, I'd discuss it with many people to narrow the possibilities to the most important ones (aru, stop the wars! food for poor people! kill all politicians! make mudkipz like u!) and then probably ignore them all and choose something on a whim.
Why do you like the anime/manga Prince of Tennis?: Magical gay tennis ftw. No, seriously. It must be something about the diversity of characters.. Unlike many series that focus on main character only, we get to know so many different rivals who are not just cardboard sprites standing there and disappearing when Seigaku beats them. Or maybe.. ways of spending money we have in this fandom. Seriously, I know it's all fanservice for money but I can't help but think Konomi loves his manga. If that was tl;dr, my answer is just gay magical tennis and dinosaurs. I know that there are people with much greater Tenipuri experience, but it's my 4th year of fangirling over it and I don't see myself getting bored with it anytime soon, so I guess it has to have something special in it, doesn't it?
Who is your favorite character? Why? (You won't be judged on this): Uh-oh, so they are practically equal, it depends of the day and my mood:
Chitose - I was almost 100% sure I've used up my life supply of bishie fangirling before I was 14 (used to be such a spazz and still am, if in a proper mood) especially when it comes to Tenipuri (I even refuse to read dream novels, because I'm weird and firmly believe that if I don't like girls who do excessive bishie fangirling and go "zomg so sexy my man!!!!11oneone" (yes, I've done it myself. I think it was really stupid of me. I was twelve) I can't make an exception and pair the teniboys with myself when whining about others doing that, because I would be what you call a hypocrite. And I'm shallow and like my yaoi more than any bishie out there.) But seriously, Chitose is just pure sex. When I was reading the manga, I kept repeating "I won't like Chitose, won't like that sparkly overrated thing.." and he completely had me after five minutes.
Kamio - I have a love-hate relationship with this thing, but it's not a real hate, I just love making mean fun of him. He is such an adorable spazzy loserboy and at the same time has a potential. I can't say how it happened that he became my favorite character. I just woke up one day knowing that he is one, bye bye Hyouteiboys. I'm also sure that if I met him in real life, one of the first things I'd do would be pulling his hair. I'd also steal the player he uses, because heee, music = love. I also herd u like him.
Shinji - Seriously, this guy is beautiful *insert spazz here*. I firmly believe that he is prettier than any Tenipuri girl and at the same time hotter than most boys. HIS HAIR *hair perv* I'm so glad that he was smarter than his captain, Shishido or Atobe and didn't get into a situation where he would have to cut his hair for the greater good. but it also means that not many artists can do him justice.. T.T
Who is your least favorite character? Why?: Uh, I don't think I have one anymore. I've been working hard on eliminating any hates and do not wants I had towards Tenipuri characters and pairings to prevent arguing with someone. Well, maybe Ryoma, for obvious reasons.
What's your favorite pairing? Why?: Warning, shallow aru here. I always feel shallow and stupid when expressing my love for them, because it makes me think that I'm turning blind to canon on purpose
ShinjixKamio or the other way round. They are pretty and have pretty hair. They are from Fudoumine (♥!) and do everything together. Kamio's most visited spot at school is Shinji's class. Shinji calls him every day. I do realize that these things do not make a couple, but I really have a thing for this pairing. They just.. match. (in my opinion, only and just my opinion) Kamio is a spazz and Shinji is calmer. Shinji prefers quantity over volume and Kamio is the other way round. They have the same height, shoe size and listen to the same music. (I do realize that these things still don't make a couple, but I spazzed) Kamio is really pwnable and Shinji can has mad pwning skillz. Both are born ukeboys from Tachibana's harem who would be topped by pretty much everyone else. Oh and I am aware that An exists and Kamio has a canon crush on her, really. That's why even if ShinjixKamio is my favorite of favorites, I feel more comfortable mentioning my #2 (ChitosexTachibana) when someone asks me for OTP, because if I take ShinjixKamio out of happy aruland and start loud fangirling, a voice in my head goes "YOU CANON RAPIST, WHAT ABOUT AN". But I really like the idea of Shinji being jealous and wrapping Kamio around his finger despite the boy's crush.. Uh and did I mention that they are pretty?
tl;dr - aru loves shinjixkamio, finds that love stupid and canon-raping because of An, but is learning not to care.
What's your least favorite pairing? Why?: As much as I'd love to be free of pairing hates, I can't, I just can't bring myself to like KamioAn ahahaha emowoes. I do realize how shallow it sounds "canon otp breakage noes!!!11 i shall haet!", but I believe it's not the point as I don't mind my favorite pairing being broken, I like practically all Shinji pairings you can imagine with only a slight dislike for ShinjiRyo and same goes for Kamio, KiriKami is my favorite guilty pleasure and BeKami, which I used to hate, now looks interesting. It's also not the het thing as I love TezuMiyu. I've tried to force this pairing on me, but eventually stopped, because I realized that it's going nothing, makes things worse and gives me emowoes. But I do like An as a character, just not with him. preferably Miyuki. If there's no Miyuki, Sakuno can do. Or.. I ship neither MomoAn nor KiriAn, but these pairings are much better for my mental health than KamioAn I like them as friends but as a couple, they bring me emowoes.
If you got to choose a character in the show to be for 24 hours, who would it be? Why?: At first I wanted to say Shinji so I could be a true beauty at least once, but after I thought about it, I'd say Niou, because he can be anyone and I'd have a chance to try out being everyone and wouldn't regret choosing someone and not having a chance to be someone else.
How did you find this community?: It was so long ago I don't remember.
Anything else?: Well, not ten years have passed but one.. It's my third time applying here, did it two years ago and last year and got totally different results (probably because I've used keywords that made people vote for certain characters and when I noticed them, it was too late to fix, when you are reading an application and see a word that is associated with a character, you usually pick that character for vote) I am curious how it would look like this time.. I apologize for emowoes, actually I've edited out most of them but there's still some left, because I happened to choose a favorite pairing that together with my least favorite pairing will some day make me sick. I also apologize for murdering English in this application, it's almost 2AM when I'm typing this.
Also..
I've been spamming people with this picture way too much recently
To make it clear since my theme application got posted a few days ago - I'm asking for a restamp