Nov 20, 2009 23:13
2008 was a good year so is 2009 really probably the first half of the year..
for the trio, i really hope the best for them ^^
be it for the group or for their own activities (like MAMA, be it a good or bad move)
its really time for them to think about their own future
(kjj go find a gf when you have time, the poor guy is really desperate)
i don't think i am in the right position to say anything
but from a non fan to a fan to a "crazy" fan (i think so cos i want to go korea to stalk them)
and to openly admit i am a fan (i have never done something like that to any idol groups before)
they lead me into the world of kpop (big bang, ss501, 2NE1...)
let me hear nice and wonderful acapella, jpop and kpop,
2 words for the five of them "THANK YOU" despite my constant ranting that they are not in perfect pitch esp you know who... i see your effort and your hard work
the sweat and tear shade during performances and concert, i believe its real and not just an act put up to satisfy the fans
even though times are bad, hang in there and continue to believe in yourselves (i really hope you do) don't give up or lose yourself
i believe that you as grown ups are able to make better decisions for yourselves, your future as well as for your dream
even though i say, i am on the verge of giving up hope but whatever you what or do,
i would support your decisions.
"time would tell"
(like some yunho fan claim, haiz i really do have problems with yunho fans donno why??)
** maybe i should get a rest and not follow this fandom too often
but i am really scared that more and more bad news would appear if i am not online
haiz...kjj you are the first and last that brighten my day with your craziness and 4D personality while at the same time make me worried in the midst of all my project and exams when all these things happen.
Really i want to see you smile again, real smile not the "lifeless" ones you give during hp conference.
even though cassies number drop the are just numbers without me inside
on the bright side, i have finally completed uni ^^
hopefully i could graduate this dec and find a job !!
going to sydney tomorrow for a rest from studies and exam + i need takoyaki and bubble tea
seriously deprived, i hope to go back to singapore one day and everyone is leaving for summer break leaving just me and the flies in canberra
watch heaven's postman but don't understand a single thing :(
p.s i think its true that people tend to cherish things that are leaving or gone
nothing to do