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I hate myself. How I was feeling before? Yupp totally non existant anymore. Fuckin' a. I am sick and tired of feeling sooooo good one day, to feeling like not even wanting to live the next. That's sad, but it's not an exaggeration. I don't even know what does it, but it just happens. Sometimes I hate EVERYTHING about myself, I can't even stand it. I don't care anymore, I don't want to do anything. I am sick, like physically sick from this shit. From feeling like this. I hate this. Fuckin' a!