REALLY??!!
well... i saw something yesterday that really kind of hurt my feelings. i dont exactly know what to think of it. so i was reviewing my friends page and i read trevors. it said that he spent most of his time updating his my space page. so clicked on the link and was looking around. it was pretty cool and im actually considering getting one myself.... besides the point. anyways i happened to come across his bio thing and i was reading down the list and when it asked what his status was, he put single. really?? cuz last time i checked i was his gf... maybe i was mistaken. he really never does call me and i really dont feel like we are dating either. hmmm... i guess he realy doesnt want to date me. i mean, he said himself that he updated it all the time... how could he forget that one little detail?? whatever. i dont know what to do. its not like i can talk to him about it. he is so hard to get a hold of. well anyways, i met this awesome guy. he really wants to take me out but i keep telling him that have a bf and i cant. i would never do that to trev... but now that he doesnt even consider me his gf... is ok if i go out with this other guy?? i dunno. i probly wont. i just cant. i have to know for sure before i do anything like that.whatever. im past caring.