my head hurts
Some of my old highs don't quite work anymore. I think i dwell on things a little too much, and they start to bum me out. I like to talk them out, thinking it will solve the problem, but it really doesn't. I need to get over things more quickly, or completely. I can’t keep retracing my steps because that has never worked. I should have learned from my mistakes. I think I’m waaaaaaay too afraid to love someone again.
Today Aimee and I went to the Rose because we’ve been trying to go for a month now. At first it wasn’t looking too good, but we made a second trip and it was a little better. I really think that we are not meant to go to that place on Thursdays because we’ve run into sooo many problems. Afterwards we went to Amy’s to play Wii with Josh, and Amy. I wish I had one because I would be playing all the time! We plan on having more nights of wii, I just hope Pat doesn’t mind.
Tomorrow I’m going to watch the game in Boston. I’m looking forward to it since it’s been like 7 months since I’ve seen the boys. It’ll be nice because no heinous bar guys will be trying to buy me drink and starting awkward conversations with me. God I hate that! I love going to bars but I hate the damn idiots!
Today Aimee and I went to the Rose because we’ve been trying to go for a month now. At first it wasn’t looking too good, but we made a second trip and it was a little better. I really think that we are not meant to go to that place on Thursdays because we’ve run into sooo many problems. Afterwards we went to Amy’s to play Wii with Josh, and Amy. I wish I had one because I would be playing all the time! We plan on having more nights of wii, I just hope Pat doesn’t mind.
Tomorrow I’m going to watch the game in Boston. I’m looking forward to it since it’s been like 7 months since I’ve seen the boys. It’ll be nice because no heinous bar guys will be trying to buy me drink and starting awkward conversations with me. God I hate that! I love going to bars but I hate the damn idiots!