Seriously!!!!
what the hell am I thinking!!!????
Thats just it. I never think about things.
its not the right time, and it wont work out
why do i even bother?
Hey. I know shit happened, and i'm completely past it. Believe me. You are one of my closest friends, and I mean that. Do you honestly think i would be talking to you if I didn't? I know, I know, you think that I don't like you, and I don't call you on purpose but thats not it. I wish you knew how busy I am, and how forgetful I've become. I hate that we don't see each other as much as we use to, and I hate that when i'm up this late at 4 am its not with you like it use to be. I miss our talks late at night, and how things use to be. I do. I don't want to keep saying that this whole thing sucks and everythings changed so we need to fix it. Things are going to suck for a while I'm sure, but I in no way want to stop being your friend. I honestly believe that things are getting better. I guess I've just been so consumed with my own life. And for that I am so sorry. I guess I'm just trying to say that i miss you too.
Thats just it. I never think about things.
its not the right time, and it wont work out
why do i even bother?
Hey. I know shit happened, and i'm completely past it. Believe me. You are one of my closest friends, and I mean that. Do you honestly think i would be talking to you if I didn't? I know, I know, you think that I don't like you, and I don't call you on purpose but thats not it. I wish you knew how busy I am, and how forgetful I've become. I hate that we don't see each other as much as we use to, and I hate that when i'm up this late at 4 am its not with you like it use to be. I miss our talks late at night, and how things use to be. I do. I don't want to keep saying that this whole thing sucks and everythings changed so we need to fix it. Things are going to suck for a while I'm sure, but I in no way want to stop being your friend. I honestly believe that things are getting better. I guess I've just been so consumed with my own life. And for that I am so sorry. I guess I'm just trying to say that i miss you too.