Stabbing the Drama revisited
Well today concludes another day for me. It was interesting to say the least, it was also halloween. First and foremost I have a cold. When you are sickly and go to sleep the morning is the worst part of the sickness. May be different for some people, for me it is waking up with stiff shoulders, a throat so sore I can barely swallow, and my eyeballs just hurt so bad. It was a hellish morning, and after a little while Bob called me up and I had to hear the same shit I hear from my dad, only this time it is from my waste of space brother. I am getting so fucking tired of their bullshit. They want me to be all family orientated, well they should have tried this when I was younger and not have been an asshole during that period. They ruin my fun with my friends cause they can't get over one incident. To little and definately too late, they want to be my defenders when I do not need it.
Moving on, with that call I find out that there is this new girl at the table who has an interesting way of saying hi. Coincidently she arrives at our table when fat nips and his entourage decide they have to walk through the Harvin Center. Talk about missing some good shit. I ponder though, why were they walking through the Harvin Center? Another suspicion is this new girl, she was being rude to Bob. In fact she was causing some serious anarchy. I wonder. But I have yet to really meet this young lady, so I will reserve my judgements. Well I call chris up and see if he can take me to the Bank to pull some green out. I do that and we go to his place and chill. He shows me the mechanics of Dragon Ball Z Tenkaichi. It looked really difficulty, and I got my ass severely handed to me. Well I go back home after a while, and wait for Bob's call again. He calls me and he arranges for Rob to come get me. We head to Del Mar and I meet up with some of the SaintSinners. Among them is Jen, I finally found out her address and jazz. So we are all there and we decide to inact our fiendish plan... Go to Burger King and get 25 cent hamburgers. And we did, about thirty five to be exact. Well that is fast forwarding a bit, so Bob and the gang decide that I ride with Jen, I don't wholly mind. I mean the girl is sweet ok, I enjoy her company. So I show the lady where the Burger King is located.
When we get there, the longest wait I've had to endure for a burger takes place, but come on 35 hamburgers jesus. I bet the cooks were thinking "assholes." So me Mike, Roselyn, Jen, Bob, and Rob are waiting discussing tiny things. It is refreshing, I love chatting, it's my little slice of chocolate heaven. I like the fact the Jen is hanging with us too, she told us the other day that she gets rather lonely at her apartment. Me being the savior of lonely people I promised her some visits. Plus she is cute and I just want to hug her and noogie her every chance I get. But that point I am coming to later on down the entry. Well fast forward a small bit and it is forty five minutes since I ordered. I am waiting patiently and my number is called. We get the burgers and me, Jen and Roselyn take off to her house. We get her there and it starts raining and thundering. Jen is a bit worried and I can understand, accidents happen during rain and thunder. Well we get to HEB and we go inside and look for the gents. Jen calls them up and I am all of a sudden wondering off getting our groceries. Well she finds the guys and I load us up on munchies and goodies.
Well we move on and get ourselves over to Casa de Rob and we much but good! It was tasty and it ended with me feeling bloated right now and I have a dry throat and caffeine rush. So I am going to write a little bit of it down. During our feast Mike's chair broke. I was so scared, I thought he was hurt but he started laughing and we all followed cue. We joked about it and got into some major family guy watching. Jen was able to watch some of the episodes we wanted to show her. I lended her my stewie movie and she was grateful. So after some serious family guy we get into some real good shit. Tales From The Darkside the Movie. Ohhh I love it, now here is where my major issue comes into play. During the movie me and Jen get close, I notice she has her hand on my leg and she isn't really moving it. I have been touchy feely with many a person and it has changed me. I am more careful with jumping to conclusions and taking it the wrong way. Well after a while I get my "Magic fingers" to work against her temples and the next thing I know she has her head on my chest and her hand is moving toward my lower belly. What do I do? What do I do? I keep rubbing her temples and after a while I find her hand is in mine and we are basically cuddling. Like I said I don't jump to conclusions but this really made me feel guilty. This girl has a boyfriend, and here I am holding her hand and petting her head. I have been cheated on before and I know the feeling that there is another man pissing on your turf (dog lingo I suppose). I really can't do that to this guy since she cares a whole lot about him and she describes him as this wonderful outgoing guy. I just can't.
The sad truth behind this all is that I will be a brief footnote in her history, the same with all my lady friends. It bugs the shit out of me, but I push on. I wait ever so patiently for the next chance to be close to someone, until then I go to work and school and try to keep things fresh and exciting. But I felt so bad after today because afterwards she was on my mind and I was thinking. I really liked the feeling, I miss that feeling and now I am hooked. I am so pathetic y'all. I seem strong willed and centered but these things throw me off balance.
Moving on, with that call I find out that there is this new girl at the table who has an interesting way of saying hi. Coincidently she arrives at our table when fat nips and his entourage decide they have to walk through the Harvin Center. Talk about missing some good shit. I ponder though, why were they walking through the Harvin Center? Another suspicion is this new girl, she was being rude to Bob. In fact she was causing some serious anarchy. I wonder. But I have yet to really meet this young lady, so I will reserve my judgements. Well I call chris up and see if he can take me to the Bank to pull some green out. I do that and we go to his place and chill. He shows me the mechanics of Dragon Ball Z Tenkaichi. It looked really difficulty, and I got my ass severely handed to me. Well I go back home after a while, and wait for Bob's call again. He calls me and he arranges for Rob to come get me. We head to Del Mar and I meet up with some of the SaintSinners. Among them is Jen, I finally found out her address and jazz. So we are all there and we decide to inact our fiendish plan... Go to Burger King and get 25 cent hamburgers. And we did, about thirty five to be exact. Well that is fast forwarding a bit, so Bob and the gang decide that I ride with Jen, I don't wholly mind. I mean the girl is sweet ok, I enjoy her company. So I show the lady where the Burger King is located.
When we get there, the longest wait I've had to endure for a burger takes place, but come on 35 hamburgers jesus. I bet the cooks were thinking "assholes." So me Mike, Roselyn, Jen, Bob, and Rob are waiting discussing tiny things. It is refreshing, I love chatting, it's my little slice of chocolate heaven. I like the fact the Jen is hanging with us too, she told us the other day that she gets rather lonely at her apartment. Me being the savior of lonely people I promised her some visits. Plus she is cute and I just want to hug her and noogie her every chance I get. But that point I am coming to later on down the entry. Well fast forward a small bit and it is forty five minutes since I ordered. I am waiting patiently and my number is called. We get the burgers and me, Jen and Roselyn take off to her house. We get her there and it starts raining and thundering. Jen is a bit worried and I can understand, accidents happen during rain and thunder. Well we get to HEB and we go inside and look for the gents. Jen calls them up and I am all of a sudden wondering off getting our groceries. Well she finds the guys and I load us up on munchies and goodies.
Well we move on and get ourselves over to Casa de Rob and we much but good! It was tasty and it ended with me feeling bloated right now and I have a dry throat and caffeine rush. So I am going to write a little bit of it down. During our feast Mike's chair broke. I was so scared, I thought he was hurt but he started laughing and we all followed cue. We joked about it and got into some major family guy watching. Jen was able to watch some of the episodes we wanted to show her. I lended her my stewie movie and she was grateful. So after some serious family guy we get into some real good shit. Tales From The Darkside the Movie. Ohhh I love it, now here is where my major issue comes into play. During the movie me and Jen get close, I notice she has her hand on my leg and she isn't really moving it. I have been touchy feely with many a person and it has changed me. I am more careful with jumping to conclusions and taking it the wrong way. Well after a while I get my "Magic fingers" to work against her temples and the next thing I know she has her head on my chest and her hand is moving toward my lower belly. What do I do? What do I do? I keep rubbing her temples and after a while I find her hand is in mine and we are basically cuddling. Like I said I don't jump to conclusions but this really made me feel guilty. This girl has a boyfriend, and here I am holding her hand and petting her head. I have been cheated on before and I know the feeling that there is another man pissing on your turf (dog lingo I suppose). I really can't do that to this guy since she cares a whole lot about him and she describes him as this wonderful outgoing guy. I just can't.
The sad truth behind this all is that I will be a brief footnote in her history, the same with all my lady friends. It bugs the shit out of me, but I push on. I wait ever so patiently for the next chance to be close to someone, until then I go to work and school and try to keep things fresh and exciting. But I felt so bad after today because afterwards she was on my mind and I was thinking. I really liked the feeling, I miss that feeling and now I am hooked. I am so pathetic y'all. I seem strong willed and centered but these things throw me off balance.