Eternal [3/?]
Name: Eternal
Chapter: 3/?
Author: Koichi
Rating: PG-13 for this one, NC-17 in general, but I'd say it is with watch of parents over you O.o but later not now :3
Genre: AU, yaoi, angst, hurt, bit of comedy (BIT), vampirism, blood, yakuza, later on rape, history (made up of course)....and lot more...
Warnings: Vampires, mentions about yaoi and nothing that serious... no flying heads yet... -.-'' Not native speaker there can be mistakes ^^'' Enjoy!
Summary: Miyavi needs help from his old friend, it all turns out differently than it was supposed to be. People are dying again and that is all fault of one vampire who didn't want to exist and lost its friend way too early.
Disclaimer: don't own but want.... -.-''
Next day Asagi woke up first. He was surprised by position they were in. He laughed silently to not wake his friend.
"You said we are not going to sleep together." he watched their entwined bodies. Miyavi lying on top of him curled up and their legs entwined. He pulled him closer and kissed his forehead. Younger man moved, slowly sat and rubbed his eyes. "Honey?" He asked with sleepy voice not even looking at him.
"Nice of you but I'm not your wife...." he was amused and added playfully. "But I could be...." Miyavi almost got heart-attack as he noticed what they look like. He blushed deeply. "Could you please let go of my body?" he asked really ashamed. Vampire only laughed and parted their bodies.
"So wanna go home or round?" he asked still teasing younger man.
"C'mon! stop it please!" he squeaked and was blushing deeply, no he was red as tomato. Vampire laughed and got out of bed to get dressed properly.
"Neee~~ what does he want from me?" he changed topic as if nothing.
"I don't know but please be careful! he is really dangerous!" he had carring voice. Vampire laughed and looked at him.
"He and dangerous? C'mon! He is not even able to shot someone with gun and believe me he had chance to do it!" vampire pulled him out of bed to embrace.
"Mivi.... I was afraid he wouldn't let you go... I'm glad he did.. I have no interest in killing him I swear!" Myv struggled and tossed him away gently.
"You are such dumb! I cant believe you are as old as you proclaim! He is after head of man that attacked him! You know how long I've been answering his question with wish that it wouldn't be you!!!????" he was angry. Asagi sighed. "Look... I'm not weak and for most of time you know me I have never had used anything typical for us... excluding strength and the fact I was pretty fast even as human so stop frowning and being angry...." tossed clothes to his friend. "Get dressed Mivi..."
vampire left room. After few minutes younger man got out. "Asagi? are you here?" he searched all the rooms but couldn't find him. Some one embraced him from behind and whispered to his ear. "You see? you couldn't have found me...?" He brushed lips against his scalp. Miyavi wanted to move but he couldn't.
"A-As..." vampire put finger to his mouth and silenced him. He shifted from back to see him face to face, putting away hair from his neck and looking into his eyes.
'They are glowing!' scared Mivi thought. He was scared and his fear drew small smile on vampires lips. Leaning closer to his friends neck to bite him he had done something unexpected.
"What?!" Mivi shrieked. "What the hell you were doing?" Vampire smiled and kept on ruffing singers hair. "You see? I'm not so easy to kill.... Especially when I make you froze..." he laughed even more and then got sad again. "Kisaki used to tell me off when I've done something like this to ppl for fun. He made me into better person...." He looked and human's furious eyes. "I'm sorry Mivi.... You wouldn't believe me if I tried to explain you.... I can do much more.. More than you can imagine.... Ne~~ If I had offered you years ago to turn you would you agree?" sudden sincerity in vampire's voice made him tremble not being able to answer. Asagi curled fingers under his chin and titled it to see his eyes. "I don't know..." he whispered silently but was firmly sure vampire would hear even words he didn't dare to say if he wanted. "But now I must refuse.... sorry...." Mivi looked away from red eyes. He felt soft touch on his lips. So known yet so unfamiliar now. "I'm proud of man you grown to be" he said after short kiss.
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"You have visitor Gackt-sama." Tall man in black suit cane into Gackt's office. This announcement made smile on his lips.
"Let him in I called him." Guard frowned but nodded and left bringing high black haired man clothed in dark colours to his office. Gackt's smile widened.
"Asagi-san I'm glad you have found it here!" he was about to shake hands but realized painfully broken wrist. Asagi frowned and didn't care much for formalities. "What happened to you?" he arched brow trying to act naturally.
"I got into small argue.... I just fell it is nothing serious by the end of next week it will be ok." Gackt gave him encouraging smile and stepped forward causing vampire to step back. Gackt got hurt face but before he managed to tell something Asagi spoke.
"Ne~ why did you wanted to meet me?"
Gackt gave him really shy smile.
"I'm sorry for what I've told you few days ago... I had a lot....hmm... a lot of troubles in work. I'm chef executive here... I apologized to Mivi and wanted to say sorry to you too." Gackt looked away from vampires inspecting glare. He was reading within him without any problems. 'This man is not lying and is trying to change? Maybe humans had changed a bit.' Asagi gave him one of his rare sincere smiles in the end.
"Apology accepted. *chuckle* At least you didn't try to kill him." he joked even if he knew the truth. He didn't stop teasing him. "You might be actually a really good person Gackt-san...." he said with more sincerity than he planned and surprised himself a bit too, Gackt at the other hand was completely stunned by this man.
Gackt averted his look and whispered thinking Asagi cant hear him. "If you would have only known...." He looked at him with bright smile. "You know if you would gave me your number I could call you out for dinner...."
"You know I'm not sleeping with anyone at first date." he said shaking head with expression denying his motions. Gackt was confused and sad because of way how this man thought of him. Asagi came forward facing him and put hand behind him taking pen and random paper. "But it is nice of you...." he quickly wrote down numbers and handed it to him. Gackt looked surprised he didn't hope anymore to befriend this strange man yet... He took paper and gave him bright smile pulling himself up on table to make some more distance between them. "So thank you Asagi-san.... I need to sign some papers and I have free day. Tell me are you from Tokyo?" he kept looking at vampire's now bright blue eyes, icy cold yet still gentle.
"I've been studying here for year than I left back home.... why do you ask? Ou.. I don't want to bother you... I will be going..." He stepped away from Gackt giving him room, turned and was about to leave. He was stopped by firm and rough voice. "If you'd bother me I'd thrown you out off window!" he said amused but something about his voice made vampire turn and pay little more attention to him. Gackt pointed finger at couch. "Please if you can sit and wait here few minutes I'll show you around Tokyo." Asagi followed orders laughing over this man. 'My father made this town you dummie....' but he couldn't tell him anything like that. And truth was he didn't know this city anymore. Since he killed all its habitants before....
"As you wish if you have time...." he said again slipping to blissful obliviousness toward this man. "I need to read and sign two assignments....." doors opened and angry blonde made his way to Gackt with protests of his guard. Guard was quickly making apologies. "I'm sorry boss I couldn't stop...." Gackt cut off his bodyguard with greeting angry blonde hearty way. "Chacha-san! I was just about to ask you come and...." blonde dared ti interrupt his 'boss'. "Stop this shit Gackt! I need those papers now and pray for god's mercy if they are not done yet! I need to choose-...." he stopped himself as he noticed Asagi sitting in couch looking at them with interest. "Gackt? who is that?!" he looked furiously at raven-haired man sitting on couch and then at black-heired boss. "Non of your business!" Gackt said with warning tone. He quickly signed papers and handed it to Chacha. He frowned. "I don't need to read them! you read it! One to Yoka the other to Hyde.... It is up to you. I need to know which one is better and soon!" he looked puzzled as he gave short glare to that interesting man. "I've finished for today Chacha can you take care of rest?" he looked at his friend that was also his right hand and then shifted look at completely lost and scared guard. "What are you doing here?! get out!" he said firmly and turned to Asagi with warm yet a bit shy smile. "I'm sorry.... Can we go?" he asked politely and stretched his hand to Asagi in simple gesture. Chacha's jaw almost hit ground. He looked from stranger to Gackt and back thinking. 'Who the hell might be this guy?! To make HIM act so shyly?! and gentle?!' Chacha shook his head and mumbled. "Hell must be freezing by now." He left and stopped in doors. "Gackt, go I will take care of rest but be careful you are not in state to get in ANY kind of troubles!" he lectured Gackt without turning and then just left. Asagi smiled as he got to know new things again. He reached out for Gackts hand and pulled himself up. "Are you sure they are not gonna miss you?" he asked concerned but he was more amused than anything else. Gackt laughed a bit tensely. "They surely will but Chacha can handle it!" he said and pushed Asagi gently forward through the exit to street. "Lets start our tour....."
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"So you liked Tokyo so far?" Gackt asked concerned looking at tired vampire.
"It is really big...." he said simply. In fact he liked city a lot especially now in dark side street. At night not day.
"You seem tired...." Gackt stated and offered his shoulder.
"I'm ok I just had difficult day today...." He stood firmly watching Gackt amused. 'He is so oblivious.....'
"What do you do Asagi-san?" Gackt asked and tilted head watchin vampire closely.
"Random work..... Art.... Almost everything.... why do you ask? what about you?" he answered question with question not giving him correct answer. Gackt frowned. "It is complicated as you have seen today... so shall I accompany you home?" Gackt asked like and old gentleman to young lady and it made Asagi laugh.
"Do I want you to accompany me home? What if I don't want you to know where I live... I might be afraid of you doing bad things to me." Asagi decided to tease this human a bit more. Gackt frowned. "I just wanted to be polite you don't seem well! Further more---" he didn't finish as loud shout stopped him. "You two! Give me money!" man shouted, got out knife brandishing with it. Asagi found himself step back and realized it at moment as Gackt stepped in front of him. He approached armed unknown person.
"Look buddy we don't want troubles what about just leave this alone and...." Young man almost slashed Gackt as he tried to make him step back. "I'm not your buddy so give me those damn money and I'll maybe let both of you go!" as man finished threatening to them Gackt tried to take his knife but realized too late he reached out for him with broken wrist. Man easily knocked Gackt down to his knees and slit his neck too close to carotid artery. Asagi couldn't stand back anymore he was soon next to Gackt and other man swaying in pain with 6 broken ribs. Asagi got his knife. He looked at Gackt and it took most of his self-control to not bite him and for his eyes to stay blue. He shook his head sending all the thoughts at blood away and helped him to stand.
"I live closer than is hospital here. Here." he handed him piece of cloth and pushed it to wound. "Keep it there. It shouldn't be that serious I can treat it." He didn't wait for answer and started walking with him. After few steps Gackt collapsed, drifting to his dreamland Asagi finally got to use his powers and hot him to his home.
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Gackt woke at harsh pain in his neck. He tried to touch it but gentle hand forbid it.
"Don't touch it! It was worse than it seemed.... but you will be ok..." Smooth voice talked to him slowly in low calming tune. "Where? who?" Gackt couldn't talk properly and that scared him. He was at unknown place with person he threatened to kill his ex-boyfriend and almost fatally wounded. He was about to say something when he felt finger at his lips and bed bowing under weight of another body.
"You are at my place. And don't speak too much you need to keep calm all the muscles on your throat.... You will be ok. And if you want to know you had passed out and slept for four days. You had to be really tired Gackt...." Asagi said with smooth voice. Gackt swallowed and felt pain coming and it was worse than first time. Asagi noticed even if there was complete darkness inside and put straw to his mouth. "Try to drink something or you will really need to go to hospital. And I know you hate them." He searched and found vampire's hand gently squeezing it trying to let him know he is really thankful. He drank some if water as he was really thirsty but had to stop due to pain. Suddenly Gackt phone went off. "Damn who is that?" Asagi took Gackt phone from him as he tried to answer call. "No! you are not going to speak you can't even drink... this number had been calling you three days in row. Should I answer it and tell you are ok?" he asked gently still wanting to destroy little phone. Gackt answered knowing it would not please his saviour. "Please... tell him I will call.... I get better" he whispered with problems and had to stop as tears started running down his cheeks. It was too painful for him to bear it. Even speaking. Asagi gently stroked away his tears and stroked his hair taking the phone.
"I don't know who are you but you are really persistent! He woke up today and says he will call you once he can speak..." He finished talking and was about to turn it off when voice shouted. "What have you done to him?! I wanna hear him or I will turn every little stone in Tokyo until I find him!" Gackt recognized voice and reached for phone begging Asagi with eyes even if it was for nothing as he couldn't see him and he was sure man couldn't see him too. He finally got phone and said few words with problems. "I'm ok Cha..." he whispered hoping his friend would believe. Asagi immediately took phone from him and hissed. "You really want those stitches to tear apart?!" He turned attention to phone. "And you stop calling!" he turned it off and looked at Gackt.
"Don't frown! You just can't talk. And of course fight with broken wrist..." Asagi took the other hand not that broken one and kissed its palm gently. "You must be more careful!" Gackt rolled over eyes and took his phone with divine help. He wrote something and showed it to Asagi. Vampire frowned and went to turn on the light. "Happy?" Gackt nodded and relaxed a bit as he was not in room with torturing devices. He sighed in relief. Asagi laughed covering his eyes partly. He didn't like this bright light. Gackt on the other hand was thankful to see the room. Asagi gently came across his stitches. "You must be more careful Gackt, you are being too carefree...." he said and gently kissed his forehead. Simple gesture he was used to from his youth. "You should get some more rest.... I have work to do. Feel free to go around house. I locked other rooms you don't need to see.... I'm meeting some people in hour so I'm glad you have woken. When I come back I hope you will be here or in hospital ok?" he looked at pale Gackt. "Are you afraid of me?" He looked at him with inspecting look reading in his mind. Gackt shook his head slightly from one side to other whispering. "No..." Asagi frowned he hated liars. But who could blame that man for not wanting to seem weak? "I can admit I'm not good person... I've never been. I wont hurt you as this..." he looked at his neck sadly but still felt need for his blood he averted look quickly. "Happen because I didn't want to fight not kill him. And you almost died because of it..." he whispered and stood. He was about to leave when Gackt caught his hand. "Stay..." he motioned and grabbed him tighter. Vampire turned with cold look. "I can call Mivi if you don't want to be alone...." he answered without emotions wishing to leave. Gackt gave him shy smile and squeezed his hand. Both knew it is kind of thank you. Vampire took out phone and called his friend. After while Miyavi answered.
"Yes?" he said sleepy.
"Mivi? could you come for few hours and look after Gackt? please don't ask just tell me if you can...." he was talking quickly.
At the other side of phone call man gasped. "Asagi what have you...."
"Nothing!" he cut him off roughly. "Just tell me if you can... I think now you are the only one that will not get advantage of situation...." he said silently being sure Gackt cant hear. Mivi gave him positive answer. Asagi smiled. "You know where the keys are...." he hung phone and looked at Gackt with small smile. "He will come but I really need to go sorry...." He ruffed his hair and put water closer. "If you don't want to end up in hospital drink...." he left without looking at him.
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Why the hell I'm supposed to watch after him?! Miyavi was mentally cursing his new task from Asagi but he knew he couldn't refuse. It wouldn't be very wise. As vampire said keys were at usual place. 'I still think he put it there only for today' he was frowning more than before. Quickly getting to house throwing shoes away as alway and heading toward room he was sure Gackt will be in. He stood in doors completely froze. Gackt pale almost white laying on bad with half of neck stitched.
"And he says this is nothing?!" he said instead of welcoming and sat on prepared chair. Gackt was fast asleep or at least it seemed so until he started to cry.
"What happened to you Gakkun?" he asked gently even if he'd be better of not being here. Boss only shook head and frowned even more. "Ok good point don't move...Emmm..." Mivi struggled a bit. "Did Asagi do this to you?" he asked bit afraid of his reaction. Gackt took phone and handed it to him. He already wrote down everything for him to read and again closed eyes. He needed painkillers badly but couldn't even swallow water properly. After some times Mivi put phone in Gackt's hand back. "So first time in life you were trying to help and ended up like this and he further more talked you off? I don't want to tell you it is normal in his case... but.... he will not stay here babysitting you whole nights Gakkun. What did you think this will lead to?" Mivi asked depressed. He knew it. Vampire was only playing with him. Gackt turned with teary eyes and even through pain he answered. "I'm sorry Mivi.... Took it really bad.... and wanted to kill you..... I'm sorry and I'm glad whoever was it that broke my wrist stopped me..." Gackt chuckled and than frowned due to pain. "I will kill both anyway..." he said and some of blood rushed out of his wounded neck. Mivi took prepared towel and wiped it away. He noticed knife on night table. 'Is he trying to make me kill him?! testing me?!' Mivi kept on frowning at knife and than looked at Gackt. He looked so innocent and fragile. Miyavi gently stroked his cheek and put away his tears. "I'm forgiving you..... just don't send any more killers after me please...." Gackt slightly nodded being careful with stitches. Mivi kept on patting him as hr used to trying to comfort him at least a bit. "Do you want something Gackt?" he asked silently his boss but he was asking like friend not subordinate he was. Gact took phone and quickly wrote:
" Just lie next to me please I will behave promise... ;) "
Mivi's eyes widened and than he started to laugh shifting on the other side of bed. Covering him more with blankets and cuddling up to him. "You could have said directly you are cold!" he said amused and felt Gackt patting his hair. "He will be back soon. "Gackt? May I still consider you my close friend?" he looked at Gackt with hoping eyes. Black-haired man started to cry again as this reminded him one of their first nights together. He nodded silently and pretended to fall asleep. After some time he truly did.
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Gackt woke just to hear part of their conversation.
"Mivi you must!" Vampired demanded him to do so.
"No I don't you have no idea!" he said in low voice filled with fear.
"Mivi... why don't you believe me?! Have I done something to lose your trust?!" Asagi's voice was full of pain.
"No you didn't but you can't possibly know what will happen! You don't know enough yet." he said slowly and looked away.
"Forgive him and ask him!" he said firmly. "Thank you for coming...." he leaned in and hugged his friend. Miyavi noticed Gackt being awake. "Clean your mouth... I'm leaving now. Be careful!" Mivi whispered so Gackt couldn't hear and quickly parted and left. Vampire shifted his attention to Gackt and secured himself non blood is seen on him. He crept closer to him. "Feeling bit better?" he asked kindly. Gackt touched his neck and felt slick substance on it. His eyes widened. Asagi laughed and forgot Gackt doesn't know so he explained. "You are pulling up really funny faces.... It is from herbs...."
"Thank you...." Gackt found it a bit easier to talk, not so painful. Asagi took his hand and forbid him to touch his neck.
"It is morning... you fell asleep and Mivi too so I didn't wake you as I came back. That substance... hmm.. how to tell it. Denies pain... kind of.... it makes your skin numb so it doesn't hurt you....." he explained avoiding any further explanation. Gackt nodded and smiled satisfied he can move at least a bit. "You have really nice house Asagi-san..." Gackt blushed deeply. "I asked Mivi to show me around....." he said a bit ashamed and looked away.
"You could ask me too..." Asagi frowned and shook his head. "You are scared aren't you?" he poked his cheek and put on one of his intense looks. Gackt only nodded not being able to avert his look from his deep blue eyes. Vampire shook his head and laughed. "I'm not going to bite off your head because you ask for something.... " Asagi spotted different fear in his eyes. "I'm not murderer! What do you think of me?!" he said a bit angry but he played it mostly. Gackt got desperate he didn't want to angry him. He tried really hard to befriend him and when he thought he did now this! Damn it! He looked at vampire. "What would you do in my place? I woke at unknown place with my neck almost slitted fully and I'm here for I don't know how long you turned off all my friends that tried to reach me and the only one here had been Miyavi and further more I still think you two would rather see me dead!-" he cut off his speech as neck started to hurt again. Asagi gave him amused look. "Now you know why you don't have phone! You'd talk to it and hurt yourself. And yes I could let you bleed to death. And if you don't remember you forbade me to take you to hospital and last thing." He took out gun from night table. "Do you have papers?" he looked suspiciously at Gackt. He pouted and looked away. "Of course!"
"Liar..." vampire said calmly and tossed gun to Gackt chest and lean against chair.
"Excuse me?!" Gackt rose voice and soon regretted it.
"L-I-A-R!" Asagi slowly spelled word and looked at him. "If you want me to believe you I'd advise you to stop lying!" he said sternly and gazed at him making him feel uncomfortable over weight of that look. He exactly knew what to tell even without reading his mind. Gackt struggled and looked at him with fear in his eyes. "What do you want to know?" he asked with silent voice full of fear. Asagi liked to play this kind of mind games with his preys.
"Can I trust you?" He asked without emotions as experienced detective.
"I wish you could...." Gackt responded silently and didn't dare to look at as he though younger man.
"Can I trust you?" Asagi repeated question as he didn't like answer.
Gackt couldn't make it and shouted at him.
"I want you to believe me! Really but I have no fucking idea how to befriend you not talking about trust!" He sat quickly and pulled knees to his chin wrapping hands around himself.
"For example don't lie to me?" he said him still keeping calm voice. Gackt nodded.
"Why do you have unregistered weapon?"
Gackt immediately stopped sobbing and looked at him puzzled if he could believe this man. "Can I trust you and tell you if you demand truth? I can't tell anyone I randomly meet...." he looked at him even more afraid. What am I doing? Am I really going to tell him truth? Asagi smiled and came closer pulling him into gentle embrace. "Speak...." he said still coldly but stroked his back supporting him. Gack closed eyes and started to shiver. He had never been so afraid of telling the truth to anyone. " I'm boss of Yakuza' japanese mafia. I don't have permission for that weapon and I gave order to kill you and Miyavi the same day I met you.... but one person stopped me. The same that broke my wrist and now I'm after his head but he disappeared. And as you were in my office papers I signed and gave to Chacha were tasks. Two people will die until this week ends...." he talked quickly and quietly afraid to rise his look. He expected man to let go of him in disgust, to hit him, yell at him, call police, take his weapon and shot him into head. But nothing like that happened. "Please say something Asagi!" he breathed and now he would rather be in hell. Vampire pat his hair and let his hand fall down his cheek, neck, stitches and rested it on his belly.
"What do you want to hear?" he asked smoothly and caressed his back.
"Anything!" Gackt whimpered and arched into touch.
"Those people died in deed. I knew you are Yakuza boss because I forced Miyavi to tell me.... And I'm proud of you that you managed to tell the truth...." Vampire shook his head and laughed. "Did it hurt so much to tell me the truth?" Gackt turned and looked at him surprised.
"No hitting? No police? No attempts to kill me? No yelling?" he was completely stunned over vampire's reaction.
"why did you wanted to meet me again?" Asagi continue little mind game but Gackt was not willing to continue anymore. "Can we have walk or something? I don't want to lay whole day in bed." He tried to stand but found it impossible. There were two arms holding him firmly. "Asagi-san would you please let go of me?" he asked a bit scared he didn't expect him ti have such a strong grip. "No...." he said silently. Gackt quickly got point. "I wanted to talk to you... You seemed interesting to me because you silenced me and didn't even shout at me or anything.... please will you let go of me?" he asked with hope in voice that this man didn't noticed his hard breathing caused by his closeness. Gackt struggled a bit but didn't want to hurt him. Vampire tilted head to side and watched him closely. Gackt leaned closer. He alone didn't know what he was doing, but watching those full slightly parted bloody red lips tempted him. He closed the distance and tasted them gently sucking on bottom one and nibbing on it. Vampire didn't give him any further respond he stayed exactly as he was, letting human to do what he wanted. Gackt noticed him not cooperating. He was kind used to it so he didn't gave up immediately. He licked over vampires upper lip and firmly connected their lips. He wanted to get inside his mouth. Silently begged him to let him in, but Asagi stayed like marble statue. Younger man parted kiss and turned his head sharply away from vampire's gaze. Sudden movement caused him pain a d he felt skin tearing a bit and blood leaking out of wound. Asagi gasped. All of his instincts said one thing. "BITE". He reached for towel and put it on wound. Covering blood but it didn't help that much. It never has. "Why?!" Gackt shrieked and bought vampire back to present by simple question containing a lot of small one.
Asagi chose to answer the one he was sure Gackt doesn't need to hear. No he didn't even want to hear this kind of answer.
"You can't turn so sharply yet.... I said you it will make it less painful so you can talk and move not that you are healed!" he chose path of lecturing as always. Speaking with kind soft comforting voice to him and still holding him firmly letting enough distance between them.
"That wasn't what I asked! I'm not dumb but why?! why didn't you..." he yelped and then his voice broke. He shook his head slightly to get rid of tears pooling in his eyes. He breathed in and continued sadly, desperately and really depressed. He could only whisper.
"It is because what I said you? Isn't it? You hate me! Hate what I am....For what I do... Even more for what I did now....." Gackt lowered his head hiding tears that were falling down his cheeks. Asagi gently curled fingers under his chin and rose his head. As he was sure Gackt is not going to lower it again he patted him and stroked his cheek. "Gackt.... Don't mistake this kindness for act of love. I know better than anyone that If I wouldn't step back on that day you wouldn't try to 'save' me.... It all happened because I didn't want to kill someone...." Gackt again looked away clearly not satisfied with answer but he let go of it. 'He wouldn't tell me anyway' Gackt thought and tried to get off his embrace. Yet still it was for nothing. He was wounded and couldn't do almost anything to him, even if he could for first time he didn't want to. He looked back at him and was getting really uncomfortable sitting on his lap. He heard that vampire spoke again. "You are really charming man, Gackt. And you know how to deceive people with it. You could ever had anyone you wanted no matter what... Am I right?"
Gackt nodded and started to cry again. Vampire smiled gently and wiped them away. "It might work work on me too..." he said sincerely. "But I'm not replacement.... You can not use me as compensation!"
Gackt gasped and looked at him terrified.
"I really didn't mean....." he was cut off sooner than he started.
"Let's just forget... I think i can cook something for you... you must be hungry and in mean time find your way to bathroom...." Asagi let go of him firmly standing on ground and turning his back to Gackt.
"Do whatever you like... I don't want to bother I already did a lot...." Gackt said silently and looked away firmly sure vampire lied about reasons why he didn't want him. Asagi couldn't stay anymore. He was too tempted to hurt him. "You've had tour around my house I believe you know where it is..." He left his patient alone to do what he said.
"God this is just too cruel even for me...." he breathed and went to find bathroom.
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Asagi prepared some toast and hummed some kind of melody. He was relaxed and thought aloud. "He is really kind sometimes..... I shouldn't maybe be so cruel to him... but...." as he was mumbling his thoughts Donna, one of his cats, pointed out by loud sounds he is not alone. 'Damn!' He didn't pay a lot of attention to surrounding. He turned and was glad to not bump into Gackt as he stood exactly behind him. He stood there still a bit wet and water dripping from his hair. He had one of Asagi's togs not properly wrapped around him. Vampire leaned against furniture behind him and gave Gackt smirk as he was looking at every part of him. "Far better.... Tog is just slightly bigger to you." He leaned in and fastened tog gently, taking good look on stitches. Gackt noticed and touched them.
"It is ok.. I feel it only tugging my skin nothing more... Something smells nice. What have you prepared?" Gackt tried to look behind vampire. "Toasts, vegetable, butter, tea and If you want I can find marmelade too...."
"I hope you don't expect me to eat it all!" Gackt said playfully but watching Asagi's expression he got interested.
Asagi nodded without hesitation. "You slept for long time Gackt... You need to eat and right now that is all I thought of..." Asagi averted his look a bit ashamed.
Gackt hugged vampire tightly, despite being dumped this morning he wasn't going to give up yet. "I like it thank you....." he whispered against his chest. Asagi noticed his intentions but hugged him back anyway. "Won't you be cold only in tog?" Parting he took plate and guided him to table.
Gackt frowned and looked at his new friend at least he considered him friend.
"I'm not gonna eat alone!" he said determined.
"First I ate already, when you two slept. Second I'm not hungry..... Itadakimasu." The third thing he added only mentally. If I'd eat now I'd be either sick or throw up, I can't mix blood with normal food. He looked at Gackt who accepted reasons finally. He rose head and added. "Asagi next time we are going for dinner! And I don't want to hear any objections!"
Asagi just stood and left table. "Someone is at door." Gackt pulled out confused face.
"How?" Asagi laughed. "Donna ran there..." He said simply and left him with 3 other cats in room. Gackt frowned at them and hissed. "When he is not finally watching me you must right?!" he thrown small toy at them.