WILD!
wow its been a while since ive hit this hoe up!
so many things have happened in the few weeks ive been away!
states was amazing met some great people and spent some more time wit the people i love. the girls are amazing and i know i will miss them next year tremendously. I got to sleep wit lonna and kryssi and cuddle all ngiht long, it just makes me smile when krystina tell people "i would get on the fone wit nick and then come back to bed and cesar would just open his arm and i was able to lay right back on him", we started cuddling around 1am and i didnt leave till 5 am. and my latin chicas also rocked my socks, although brigitte got herself in some trouble, shower, alex, john, and all the other men that hit on her. all my girls are beautiful. alexis's solo was incredible extremely clean and the way she should be singing. opening ceremonies were fun, only that i do think we did the whole hi we r nwsa and we r takin a whole dressing room to ourselves, which whitney gave us very vivid depictions of her life wit men. that was exciting. o and i totally had an MTV moment when i said district 8 and smiled and the huge screen was gleamin ahhhhh. o and i got to spend time wit Jared and Ben the best orly boys you could ever ask for. jared never ceases to make me smile and ben always gave the good night hugs which left all of us feeling warm and cozy. i also got to see max again, the kid is super cool and it was funny how we ran into him by toatl coincidence. i also got to see ariela and heather liz and i finally me elliot, super cool kid. of course there was unwanted drama on this trip i mean why not it does follow me around. but i just wanna say mr.little its not ure fault and who ever told u so was wrong. some people dont realize that their actions are extremely noticeable and im kinda done wit swallowing the way i feel and making myself second best. im tired of letting people do things and me not say anything and thats the reaosn any drama occured and it was with more than one person. i think at this point in my life im ready to stand up for myself cause finally im comfortable with where i am and proud of who i am. states kinda kiked back the "cesar u r retarded you shouldnt go into SM u should go into MT and do this for the rest of ure life cause u love it" but i quickly realize that i need to "close my eyes and leap" and its only for the better. o yeah and i met some cool chikis from LB super cute, super talented and super amazing. and i got to meet eric who b4 states on myspace asked me if i knew chris from nwsa, at states i was like thats him, he was super cool and truly someone to keep in touch wit,he is a crazy soul,great eyes, his hair is way cool especially when it is up! me and joe discussed how he had cool hair. ive been trying to keep a bit connected with everyone so in the near future we could all hang. i know some peeps wanna come to miami for the summer so bring it on bitches!
wow senior breakfast was nice. i mean we couldve done with out the table dilemma but it all worked out, kiki is a major bitch with a heart, i love that girl and im gonna miss her. we all looked amazing and i cant wait to get pics to sho you the proof. i cried, yeah in know man i am not supposed to cry, but there was a moment when i was like "carolyn ure goin to smu next year right, i am sooo proud of u" and the tears flowed. i dunno what came over me but i think those where the first words i spoke that made me realize that its all over. and then i said the same thing to lonna cause its the way i felt that day i was soo proud of everyone and i balled like a lil chubbers. i was all over the place dude. i could harldy contain msyelf when i hugged javier. i dunno y i didnt cry with the chicas , but its gonna happen watch. and its gonna be bad. o btw me and bridge have gotten closer its a great thing cause i feel like this way we will for sure be in touch thru college. that girl is soo talented im gonna hit her.
senior skip day was fun, ceci bloom, cesar v and me went to the porn shop, it was funny as shit. we looked at everything and lexi almost barfed, and then we went into the viweing booth and the floor was sticky, that was kind of gross, quite and experience i can say. the beach was fun lots of people form skool just chillin for once in a lifetime. we left early to do ACL some drama but all good now.
today was a rest day so not much to say, show tommorow for the isicoffs!
much love and lemme know what is goin on with you!
so many things have happened in the few weeks ive been away!
states was amazing met some great people and spent some more time wit the people i love. the girls are amazing and i know i will miss them next year tremendously. I got to sleep wit lonna and kryssi and cuddle all ngiht long, it just makes me smile when krystina tell people "i would get on the fone wit nick and then come back to bed and cesar would just open his arm and i was able to lay right back on him", we started cuddling around 1am and i didnt leave till 5 am. and my latin chicas also rocked my socks, although brigitte got herself in some trouble, shower, alex, john, and all the other men that hit on her. all my girls are beautiful. alexis's solo was incredible extremely clean and the way she should be singing. opening ceremonies were fun, only that i do think we did the whole hi we r nwsa and we r takin a whole dressing room to ourselves, which whitney gave us very vivid depictions of her life wit men. that was exciting. o and i totally had an MTV moment when i said district 8 and smiled and the huge screen was gleamin ahhhhh. o and i got to spend time wit Jared and Ben the best orly boys you could ever ask for. jared never ceases to make me smile and ben always gave the good night hugs which left all of us feeling warm and cozy. i also got to see max again, the kid is super cool and it was funny how we ran into him by toatl coincidence. i also got to see ariela and heather liz and i finally me elliot, super cool kid. of course there was unwanted drama on this trip i mean why not it does follow me around. but i just wanna say mr.little its not ure fault and who ever told u so was wrong. some people dont realize that their actions are extremely noticeable and im kinda done wit swallowing the way i feel and making myself second best. im tired of letting people do things and me not say anything and thats the reaosn any drama occured and it was with more than one person. i think at this point in my life im ready to stand up for myself cause finally im comfortable with where i am and proud of who i am. states kinda kiked back the "cesar u r retarded you shouldnt go into SM u should go into MT and do this for the rest of ure life cause u love it" but i quickly realize that i need to "close my eyes and leap" and its only for the better. o yeah and i met some cool chikis from LB super cute, super talented and super amazing. and i got to meet eric who b4 states on myspace asked me if i knew chris from nwsa, at states i was like thats him, he was super cool and truly someone to keep in touch wit,he is a crazy soul,great eyes, his hair is way cool especially when it is up! me and joe discussed how he had cool hair. ive been trying to keep a bit connected with everyone so in the near future we could all hang. i know some peeps wanna come to miami for the summer so bring it on bitches!
wow senior breakfast was nice. i mean we couldve done with out the table dilemma but it all worked out, kiki is a major bitch with a heart, i love that girl and im gonna miss her. we all looked amazing and i cant wait to get pics to sho you the proof. i cried, yeah in know man i am not supposed to cry, but there was a moment when i was like "carolyn ure goin to smu next year right, i am sooo proud of u" and the tears flowed. i dunno what came over me but i think those where the first words i spoke that made me realize that its all over. and then i said the same thing to lonna cause its the way i felt that day i was soo proud of everyone and i balled like a lil chubbers. i was all over the place dude. i could harldy contain msyelf when i hugged javier. i dunno y i didnt cry with the chicas , but its gonna happen watch. and its gonna be bad. o btw me and bridge have gotten closer its a great thing cause i feel like this way we will for sure be in touch thru college. that girl is soo talented im gonna hit her.
senior skip day was fun, ceci bloom, cesar v and me went to the porn shop, it was funny as shit. we looked at everything and lexi almost barfed, and then we went into the viweing booth and the floor was sticky, that was kind of gross, quite and experience i can say. the beach was fun lots of people form skool just chillin for once in a lifetime. we left early to do ACL some drama but all good now.
today was a rest day so not much to say, show tommorow for the isicoffs!
much love and lemme know what is goin on with you!