Feb 17, 2007 07:59
I'm confused. I don't know whether it is because I've spent too much time with the wonderful Delight or because I'm looking toward the future, but I am getting bored of the way things are. I don't want to agitate things, as they are going well, but I don't want to stay bored. I am trying to get things done which can't happen until others fulfill prior obligations. I have quit smoking and joined the gym for the long hard road ahead. I don't know if there has ever been this large of a goal in my life. I will be happy if I can accomplish this but should I keep trying when the road is already this hard and unsatisfying? In the end it may actually be impossible.
I ask you, is it worth it, when I may be incapable of reaching the goal, to continue striving?
Rosey the Riveter, was it hard to be you? I bet you didn't have asthma.