The past is biting at my heels

Aug 05, 2006 03:53

So I'll admit it, I'm a bit homesick...but not how most people get.
I guess it really isn't homesick because I don't miss my parents house or really even the people.
I miss the old times and the memories but the people that I had the most fun in my life with have already moved on so I didn't have much of a reason to stay.
I am happy here, it feels like home and I like the people I live with.
It just isn't the same.
I think what is making me feel this way is the fact that I've been remembering better times. I couldn't have been happier and things I think turned out for the best at least out of the possibilities. I owuld relive every moment and live it the same way.
There are people I miss, people I don't. The things I miss most are the moments.

If I could send a message to a younger version of me, it would be to live in the moment and love every moment I have because some of the best times of my life will seem like nothing at the time and become everything in the future.
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