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[tendollarhigh]

i am half way home
sitting in a pub in amsterdam
having wine, cheese, chocolate and cigarettes
with my brother
there is a christmas tree in the corner

for the first time in weeks i feel good
i am so close to home
sitting with someone i know cares about me
things with bencho are sorted out and amazing
im not tied down by extra emotion
i feel so liberated
i am content
and i feel good