Please tell me which way's out
Gah!
So, the Dominican Republic was fun. that's really the only way to describe it, nothing too too terribly exciting happened except i vomited twice in one night, other than that, i really didn't drink much or do anything except, sleep, eat, and read. In hindsight, that seems almost kind of boring, but not really.
The problem is, now that I'm back, I'm so vividly aware of exactly what is causing me all these problems. It's simply me. I can entertain myself well enough here, but that's all, I need to get to college, to know that I'll be there for a while. I think part of my current or recent personality was based on the idea of, I'll be out of here soon, do whatever. It was fun, but now for some reason I'm telling myself to go ahead and settle into my own personality now, so I don't have to deal with it later. I know I'm gonna end up regretting it though, and that's the worst part.
Someone, please, help me figure this out. If it can be figured out that is.
So, the Dominican Republic was fun. that's really the only way to describe it, nothing too too terribly exciting happened except i vomited twice in one night, other than that, i really didn't drink much or do anything except, sleep, eat, and read. In hindsight, that seems almost kind of boring, but not really.
The problem is, now that I'm back, I'm so vividly aware of exactly what is causing me all these problems. It's simply me. I can entertain myself well enough here, but that's all, I need to get to college, to know that I'll be there for a while. I think part of my current or recent personality was based on the idea of, I'll be out of here soon, do whatever. It was fun, but now for some reason I'm telling myself to go ahead and settle into my own personality now, so I don't have to deal with it later. I know I'm gonna end up regretting it though, and that's the worst part.
Someone, please, help me figure this out. If it can be figured out that is.