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Just was thinking about things...thought I'd make a list of the girls I've kissed and any interesting circumstances around them...
8th grade - AB - first girl i kissed was when I went out to a local place that had dances every friday, i had been several times but never danced with anyone...stupidly I thought to myself I'll dance with anyone who wants to tonight...turns out she was one seriously fucked up girl who had a reputation as such, but I didn't know anything about that, so I just thought she was some moderately attracted blond who wanted to dance with me (something that had never happened before...I still remember her saying "I saw you looking at me" even though I hadn't been...lol)
9th grade - LR - quickly became good friends, then bf/gf...made the mistake of breaking up with her b/c I thought this other girl who I had liked (and been rejected by) for a long time was showing signs of interest (I thought)...the other girl didn't want me and is married now supposedly...while the relationship with this girl wasn't very long, I still have fond memories, and wish her all the best...haven't seen her in many years...talk to her through the internet sometimes...
3/2004 - L - first girl in China that I kissed. We started out talking one day, then the next day we talked a lot had a good time...made a game of things "Do you know what I want to do?" I asked...this went on for some time...finally "kiss you" ended up taking her back to my hotel kissed her for 40 minutes...only saw her 1 time since...
4/2004 - TQ - met her one day, when out with her the next...dancing and beer...led to more than kissing...her boyfriend posed a problem...haven't seen her since he walked in one morning the second day after i spent the night with her...
5/2004 - WK - Got involved basically as a battle against my roommate to win her affections...after the previous girl completely tearing me up I decided to say fuck it and went for this girl...won the battle b/c i could speak more chinese than he could...spent a month dating her...was "rewarded" in the end for having put in so much time/money if you know what i mean...she changed cities i followed she got me a job and i haven't seen her since...
6/2004 - ZN - Was sad WK was leaving and so went out to the club, this girl, the girlfriend of my australian friend was there...we got to talking about how we were sad that both of our others were leaving...ended up kissing...tried to make more of it, but b/c she and i had roommates, simply couldn't...saw her a couple times after that night, but not since leaving that part of the country to come to this city...
8/2004 - SM - Met her at work we decided we'd go out to a club to check it out...drank and ended up sitting at the river talking the first night I really wanted to kiss her but didn't...we decided to go out again the next night, and ended up sitting at the river talking again...she asked me to kiss her..."my first american kiss" she said "my first russian kiss" i said...and haven't looked back since...turned into a lot more very quickly...spent every single evening walking her home talking and making out...recently was our 10 month anniversary! And I can't wait for her to come back from the ukraine...
So there you go, a little bit about me...would I change any of this... perhaps, i could wish i'd taken an opportunity here or wish i'd had more information there...or wish i'd acted sooner...but there's nothing we can do to change the past. only remember...
8th grade - AB - first girl i kissed was when I went out to a local place that had dances every friday, i had been several times but never danced with anyone...stupidly I thought to myself I'll dance with anyone who wants to tonight...turns out she was one seriously fucked up girl who had a reputation as such, but I didn't know anything about that, so I just thought she was some moderately attracted blond who wanted to dance with me (something that had never happened before...I still remember her saying "I saw you looking at me" even though I hadn't been...lol)
9th grade - LR - quickly became good friends, then bf/gf...made the mistake of breaking up with her b/c I thought this other girl who I had liked (and been rejected by) for a long time was showing signs of interest (I thought)...the other girl didn't want me and is married now supposedly...while the relationship with this girl wasn't very long, I still have fond memories, and wish her all the best...haven't seen her in many years...talk to her through the internet sometimes...
3/2004 - L - first girl in China that I kissed. We started out talking one day, then the next day we talked a lot had a good time...made a game of things "Do you know what I want to do?" I asked...this went on for some time...finally "kiss you" ended up taking her back to my hotel kissed her for 40 minutes...only saw her 1 time since...
4/2004 - TQ - met her one day, when out with her the next...dancing and beer...led to more than kissing...her boyfriend posed a problem...haven't seen her since he walked in one morning the second day after i spent the night with her...
5/2004 - WK - Got involved basically as a battle against my roommate to win her affections...after the previous girl completely tearing me up I decided to say fuck it and went for this girl...won the battle b/c i could speak more chinese than he could...spent a month dating her...was "rewarded" in the end for having put in so much time/money if you know what i mean...she changed cities i followed she got me a job and i haven't seen her since...
6/2004 - ZN - Was sad WK was leaving and so went out to the club, this girl, the girlfriend of my australian friend was there...we got to talking about how we were sad that both of our others were leaving...ended up kissing...tried to make more of it, but b/c she and i had roommates, simply couldn't...saw her a couple times after that night, but not since leaving that part of the country to come to this city...
8/2004 - SM - Met her at work we decided we'd go out to a club to check it out...drank and ended up sitting at the river talking the first night I really wanted to kiss her but didn't...we decided to go out again the next night, and ended up sitting at the river talking again...she asked me to kiss her..."my first american kiss" she said "my first russian kiss" i said...and haven't looked back since...turned into a lot more very quickly...spent every single evening walking her home talking and making out...recently was our 10 month anniversary! And I can't wait for her to come back from the ukraine...
So there you go, a little bit about me...would I change any of this... perhaps, i could wish i'd taken an opportunity here or wish i'd had more information there...or wish i'd acted sooner...but there's nothing we can do to change the past. only remember...