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[tendervittles]

I know i told you to get the fuck out of my house.
I told you in ways i could never have imagined.
you left, i got what i wanted for moment.
but all i was left with was alone again.

when i found out what was really going on inside
when i realized that i can't breath your air
when our last straws came up broken
it felt like you left me, so i told you to leave.

don't leave me before i run away.
let me win this one.
please god.
let me live one less day.

it felt like you left me, so i told you to leave.