My fanfiction (Sherlock BBC, Captain America)
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Captain America
Nothing Personal - NC-17. Captain America, of all people, is highly unlikely to end up in an abusive relationship. He’s able to stand up for himself, right? Except that maybe he doesn’t want to.
Warnings: dub-con, self-harm, brainwashing, past torture.
14,368 words
Sherlock
Unforgettable - R. Having returned from Serbia, Sherlock starts suffering from some kind of PTSD disorder, or so it seems. He can’t tell John, not now when John is safe and happy and married. Wouldn’t it be emotional blackmail, of a sort?
Warnings: violence, spoilers for season 3.
~ 3470 words
Monsters Like You and I, or The Mass Grave Ritual - R. John has been behaving strangely since Sherlock’s return. The tension is growing, and as it turns out, Mary is not the only one to have secrets. John has got something to hide, too. He wasn’t supposed to be like that!
Warnings: Mentions of violence, torture, and drugs.
8131 words
Sense of Innocence - NC-17. A violent row evolves into angry sex, and Sherlock - the one who’s been pinned down to his bed and thoroughly dealt with - is more than happy with this turn of events. But it seems that John isn’t.
Warnings: dub con, spanking, rough sex, angst, mild self-harm.
~ 4550 words
Beyond Repair - NC-17. As a youth, John used to be a troublemaker. Since then, bad memories still haunt him.
Warnings: non-con, dub-con, drug use, drugged sex.
~ 4410 words
Inhuman (Sherlock BBC/Star Trek Into Darkness crossover) - R. After Khan was woken up, he found himself being threatened with the safety of his crew. Considering that one of his people-John, the one whose name he’d adopted-was even more important to him than the others, he had no choice but to comply to every demand of Admiral Marcus and to be subjected to endless experiments.
Warnings: violence, torture. Spoilers for Star Trek Into Darkness
~ 1600 words
I Surrender - R. John notices: Sherlock has a striking resemblance to Khan from Star Trek Into Darkness. John’s heart skipped a beat when in the movie, Khan said, “I surrender”. So he suggests a roleplay with a dub-con/non-con scenario where Khan is captured.
It’s a small treat for those who were asking for a sequel of “Inhuman” (though it’s a stand-alone story). In another universe, Sherlock-Khan finally meets his John, and may they live and prosper.
Warnings: description of injuries, dub-con roleplay.
~ 2020 words
It Comes with Experience - NC-17. Things between John and Sherlock steadily become more flirtatious. John assumes they’re ramping up to a relationship, maybe they’ve even said as much, but once when John leaves early from a shift at the surgery, Sherlock is clearly in bed with another man. John is hurt and angry at being led on, and Sherlock is confused: he’d hired an escort because he didn’t know much about sex and he just wanted to be good for John before taking their relationship to the next level.
Warnings: past abuse.
~ 2350 words
Will You Still Love Me - NC-17. In bed, Sherlock never says “no” to John. It doesn’t matter if he’s not in the mood. John deserves to get something from their relationship, at least satisfying sex. That’s how relationships work, right?
It was supposed to be a sequel to It Comes with Experience, with gentle and loving John taking care of Sherlock, traumatized by his previous liaison. But I somehow wrote an angsty thing instead. Again. So it can be read as a stand-alone piece too.
Warnings: past abuse.
~ 2000 words
Going Home - R. Sherlock has his reasons when he’s reluctant to accept cases suggested by Mycroft, however interesting they might be. If Mycroft’s high rank position is somehow compromised by his actions, the consequences will be unpleasant. After his almost fiasco with Irene Adler and the canceled “flight of the dead”, Sherlock knows what awaits him. Physical punishment, as always when he fails his family. He doesn’t want John to learn about it, it’s too humiliating.
Warnings: abuse, punishment.
~ 1288 words
A Training Day - NC-17. Sherlock, naked and collared, is given a lesson.
Warnings: slavery, supposed non-con, caning ([spoiler]but in fact, it’s a slave AU roleplay).
~ 2040 words
Rented Out - NC-17. Dirty cop Lestrade isn’t just the lead detective working vice, he’s also a ruthless and violent pimp. Disowned by Mycroft, addict!Sherlock doesn’t take long to fall under Lestrade’s purview, and he soon learns that Lestrade’s going to make him work hard to earn his next hit. John Watson lost his medical licence after the PTSD started putting patients at risk, but it hasn’t stopped him running a back-door illegal clinic for those folks who want to stay under the radar. Lestrade keeps the law turning a blind eye while John keeps patching up Lestrade’s ‘boys’ for free.
Warnings: Hooker!lock dark AU, dub-con, non-con, violence, mentions of drug use and prostitution.
~ 1060 words
Anything You Need, Anything at All - PG-13. Molly was there for Sherlock during the fall, and she never refused him when he asked for help. But sometimes it’s not enough, waiting to be asked.
Warnings: mentions of violence and drug use, spoilers for season 3, hurt!Sherlock.
~ 2720 words
The Light Long Gone - R. To John’s surprise, Sherlock seems to have got himself another flatmate, and this time it’s something more than chaste flat-sharing. Sherlock doesn’t look happy though. Neither does John.
Warnings: dub-con, mentions of violence.
~ 12,000 words
Just Staying - R. Sherlock remembers being strong and cruel. He doesn’t feel like that anymore, but he wants to, desperately so.
Warnings: mentions of violence.
~ 860 words
Tigers Make Good Pets - R. Sherlock is lost without his blogger, Seb Moran is lost without his master. They both are in pain-and crave more. It’s a sequel to Just Staying, but it could be read as a stand-alone piece too if you want some violence :)
Warnings: graphic violence, unnegotiated BDSM, past torture.
~ 2 280 words
However Improbable - NC-17. Sherlock is forced to become Magnussen’s lover, and Charles has a good time with him, in his own creepy way.
Warnings: non-con, abuse.
~ 1,060 words
Little Liar - PG. Due to some traumatic event Sherlock becomes childlike, imagines himself to be a 5-year-old or something. His family and friends fuss around him, but it’s not much they can do. Mycroft doesn’t want his brother to end up in a mental ward and asks John to be Sherlock’s “babysitter”. A childlike Sherlock is very much like his usual self: he enjoys playing with a microscope and setting experiments, he has no social skills whatsoever, and he wishes John would stay with him forever.
1133 words
Bottled up - NC-17. Sherlock is Magnussen’s plaything. He doesn’t quite enjoy it.
Warnings: non-con, abuse, humiliation.
1977 words
The Dog One - NC-17. There are special parties held at the Diogenes Club for the selected few. The guests, all formally dressed, attend them with their human pets. Sherlock arrives with John who crawls beside him on all fours, naked, collared, and on a leash. Mycroft brings Anthea.
Warnings: dub-con, pet play, dark!Sherlock
~ 930 words
Hellish, I Imagine - R. Instead of faking his death, Sherlock makes a deal with demon!Jim-his soul will spend two years in hell in exchange for the safety of his friends. Obviously, Jim has lots and lots of plans for him.
Warnings: graphic descriptions of violence, torture, demon!Jim
985 words
One for All - NC-17. John and his ex-military friends have a nice private orgy with one private detective.
Warnings: dub-con, rape play, gangbang.
4025 words
Aftershocks - NC-17. John finds a way for Sherlock to pay his share of the rent while he has no cases.
Warnings: dub-con, prostitution, gangbang, dark!John.
~ 3,270 words
Punch Me in the Face - PG-13. After Moriarty has defeated Sherlock in his own mind palace, Sherlock decides that he needs to improve his fighting skills in the real world. Of course he needs John for that.
Warnings: Mentions of torture.
1625 words
dark!John series (pairing - John/Sherlock)
I Wish You Well - NC-17. Sherlock was rather reckless playing cards for a wish with his flatmate. John has LOTS of very specific wishes in mind.
Warnings: dub-con.
~ 830 words
Extra-sensitive - NC-17. Dark!John lays his hands on Sherlock’s riding crop.
Warnings: dub-con, BDSM themes, whipping, object insertion.
~ 1140 words
In and out - NC-17. Dark!John gives Sherlock an enema, anticipating all the things he’s about to do to him next.
Warnings: dub-con, BDSM themes.
~ 980 words
A Small Exercise - NC-17. dark!John trains inexperienced Sherlock to satisfy him.
Warnings: dom/sub themes, breath play, deep throating.
~ 1700 words
Your Humble S. - NC-17. It was predictable that Sherlock would forget they had a kind of anniversary. But it’s alright. Dark!John has got a present for himself, as well as for Sherlock.
Warnings: dom/sub and SM themes. (As for the device John tries on Sherlock, you should know that it’s not very work safe to Google what it looks like.)
~ 2880 words.
Kinky Hiking - NC-17. It’s the aftermath of “The Hounds of Baskerville”. John is very, very, VERY angry with Sherlock (and you probably know why). Sherlock’s going to pay for what he’s done.
Warnings: dom/sub and SM themes, punishment, switching, some spoilers for “The Hounds of Baskerville”, but not much.
~ 3245 words.
A companion to this fic that doesn’t belong to the series: Doubt - PG-13 (though it’s darker, in fact). Another version of Sherlock’s punishment.
Warnings: angst, fear, spoilers for “The Hounds of Baskerville”.
~ 2260 words.
Spiced up - NC-17. John has got a cure for Sherlock’s boredom. Traditional but not commonly used nowadays.
Warnings: BDSM themes, object insertion, spanking.
~ 3 540 words
Entangled - NC-17. John makes a body harness for Sherlock.
Warnings: shibari, whipping, nipple clamps.
~ 4 850 words
The Family Share - NC-17:.John takes Sherlock to the Diogenes Club. At night, private parties are often held there. Parties for indecently wealthy men who enjoy particular kinds of entertainment. “They’re going to like you,” John says, and that sounds pretty ominous.
Warnings: dub-con, manipulation, mindfuck, humiliation, BDSM, past torture, evil!Mary.
6,656 words
And a sort of spin-off from this series, with evil!John:
Working in a team - NC-17. Sherlock should have known better than to reveal his fantasies of a threesome to John.
Warnings: dub-con, non-con.
~ 1470 words.
Adjustment
Rating: R
Category: case!fic, hurt/comfort, slash.
Warnings: abuse, description of injuries, lots of angst.
Summary: Written for this prompt. They were never a couple. But John somehow got used to thinking that he’d be living with Sherlock for a long, long time… Then this guy, Richard Brook, showed up - and everything went wrong.
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For those few who actually read masterlists: I must confess that I've been writing Sherlock fanfiction under another name, skadi_zlata, for quite a while. I thought that I'd be posting angst and h/c as skadi_zlata and more explicit stuff as tenderly_wicked. Also, a literary hoax, with putting one of skadi_zlata's fics on tenderly_wicked's rec list was very tempting :-) But now I often get confused where I should place my stories, as they are both angsty and explicit, so it seems like I'm going to post things as tenderly_wicked from now on. If you're interested in reading my older stories, here they are:
Slave Me - NC-17. In the gambling dens of a vaguely AU London, John Watson has won and lost fortunes in a night. One evening he winds up playing with entirely the wrong crowd, the kind of people that make him feel he’ll be lucky to get out of there with his life - let alone anything else. But the announced prize is somewhat unexpected. It’s an abused slave with dark curly hair and mesmerizing blue-grey eyes.
Warnings: non-con, dub-con, description of injuries, slavery.
~ 15 650 words
Weakness - R. Sherlock comes to an ill-famed dungeon. For a case. With a whip. This time, it’s not him who’ll be using it.
Warnings: whipping, caning.
~ 3 770 words
It’s Only a Body - R. John is a sensible, calm and reliable man. He keeps telling it to himself, but sometimes that doesn’t help much. Especially when Sherlock sets up a psychological experiment requiring a riding crop.
Warnings: violence, whipping.
~ 5 480 words
On the Side of the Fairies - PG-13.John goes to the woods, all alone, to see a haunted old tower and a mysterious man-not a ghost but not quite human either.
~ 2 500 words
Not a Wound to Die of - R. Was it only Sherlock’s idea to fake his own death after the Reichenbach incident? Someone is eager to help him, but Sherlock is not going to like it.
It's my first fanfic-and my first story in English-so maybe it's a little bit rough :-)
~ 3 700 words
Wrong - PG-13. John knows that Sherlock is arrogant, heartless, selfish… and never misses an opportunity to remind him of this emotional ignorance. What can Sherlock possibly do to stop it?
~ 1 200 words
The Complexities of Travelling with a Friend - PG. If Sherlock thought that he could have a normal holiday once in his life, like ordinary people do, he obviously failed.
~ 1 550 words
Life as a Liability - PG. John brings a new flatmate to 221B Baker Street. Sherlock reacts exactly the way John expects him to.
~ 1 610 words
You can read my fics at my archive on AO3... and my other archive, also on AO3
And check out my BDSM-ish M/M novel Tenderly Wicked if you're so inclined ;)