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im not to happy... u see.. im losing my friends... as we speak im losing them! u see lately... ive had a life... ya know... one of those things that u live in! well since my life has interfered with other personal things... i haven't had time lately for my friends. and right now the only person i really talk to nemore is margaret! and i love her! i really do! but u see... i dunno it hurts to know that im losing people... hannah... yeah well i haven't talked to her in over a month... and since im the only one that calls her i haven't had the time and when i do shes not there! then carol... yeah i don't no whats up with her... i think we have only talked for about 2 hours all together in the past month! and now that wizard of oz is over we still aren't talkin... i mean ill call her and shell bearly talk and have to go... but we were finally talkin on thursday but then my mom came home and i was sick and my mom was getitn after me and i had to go! so that didn't last long! then claire.... we are still talking! thats good! i don't no what i would do! omg... but its just not like it used to be! and we just don't tlak as much... but i no i won't lose her... nothing to worry about there... and those were really the only people i had! cept kerri and her and i are cool! we don't talk to much cept for at school and online sumtimes!
and omg im not pissed nemore... ive gotten to the point where im just ... tired... thats technically the only way to describe it... tired... im tired of the drama and losing control of things... and its like a sad type of tired... not a sleepy yawn tired... its a depressed sad tear tear tired.
plus im sick... which doesn't help nething much... i have a spanish speakin final on monday that im not ready for ... tomorrow i have to clean my room and do laundry work on my speakin and writing final for spanish... sleep ... omg im just so gald that school is almost over! the only thing is i still get to stress out over finals! that will be fun!
im so glad i got out of the state today and got to be with my family and people that really love me and that i can trust and be my self around... it was great to see my great grandpa one last time b4 he dies... just incase thats soon... but i sure hope not! im so happy summers almost here... ill bearly be at home at all! thank u god! ill be in michigan for a week from june 10th til the 17th then ill be doin cheerleading stuff and im going to florida for like 2 weeks with my aunt. and then school will be starting... this summers gonna fly by... i odn't want it to... i want it to be one of the never ending summers... but o well... i can't wait til shopmore yearits gonna rock man!
ok well im tired... im gonna go... yay... probably gonna think more...
and omg im not pissed nemore... ive gotten to the point where im just ... tired... thats technically the only way to describe it... tired... im tired of the drama and losing control of things... and its like a sad type of tired... not a sleepy yawn tired... its a depressed sad tear tear tired.
plus im sick... which doesn't help nething much... i have a spanish speakin final on monday that im not ready for ... tomorrow i have to clean my room and do laundry work on my speakin and writing final for spanish... sleep ... omg im just so gald that school is almost over! the only thing is i still get to stress out over finals! that will be fun!
im so glad i got out of the state today and got to be with my family and people that really love me and that i can trust and be my self around... it was great to see my great grandpa one last time b4 he dies... just incase thats soon... but i sure hope not! im so happy summers almost here... ill bearly be at home at all! thank u god! ill be in michigan for a week from june 10th til the 17th then ill be doin cheerleading stuff and im going to florida for like 2 weeks with my aunt. and then school will be starting... this summers gonna fly by... i odn't want it to... i want it to be one of the never ending summers... but o well... i can't wait til shopmore yearits gonna rock man!
ok well im tired... im gonna go... yay... probably gonna think more...