the business of sadness

[tenderfoot]

Humility is a bitch. You can never have enough of it. You can never be brought low enough. Let me change that. I can never be brought low enough. There is always a little more pride that could be done away with. I could always think of myself less and Yeshua and others more. Always. And when you're questioned, is there even a point in defending yourself? Can you defend yourself if you practice humility? I want to, but then I see the pride involved and I realize that there is no point. Why would I want to defend myself? The only reason is so that I come out looking better. More holy. More selfless, which is hypocrisy.

All in all, a good night. Thus far.

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