broken walls
What is it with people warning other people who are about to enter my life, for some reason or another, about my past? To make things worse the people doing the warning don't even know me. They were probably warned by someone else or looked me up on the good ol' internet. Neither of those are reliable sources. No one even knows what happened. Am I supposed to stay in my house and never meet anyone ever again, never make any new friends? Whatever happened to forgiveness or second chances? If you people doing the warning actually knew how much I hated myself for what happened, you wouldn't warn other people. You would know that I give myself enough punishment over this. That I will never let go of it. That I already served my time to the state and now I'm serving time to myself and that is a much longer and much harsher sentence then what the state gave me. And if you don't believe me, just ask me to wear a t-shirt next time we meet.