Boo hoo.

[tenderandflaky]

I know I've been ignoring you, lj, but I'm back, for now. The problem is, is that I'm not sure if I have anything to say. I feel like this is a space that's for sharing, and I'm plagued with a lack of interesting shit to share lately. Maybe it's because I've been floating recently - not doing much of anything, other than getting really drunk and

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[sumwhat_sane_sa]

I'm quite convinced that peoples 20's and early 30's suck. Even the people I think have it together or know what they want seem to be struggling just as much as anyone else. I've been getting through the kind of agony you've described by reading autobiographies (mostly in comic form) and all of these people seem to describe their 20's as the worst part.

You are a strong person and even though you seem like you feel a little lost at least you are accepting those feelings and being proactive about it. I totally understand the soothing nature of just losing yourself in a drink.

I feel bad for the people that don't acknowledge feeling lost and get stuck.

Heck, i think there is also something seriously wrong with people when they feel completely okay.

I hope you can take some solace knowing that i think we all find our places at different times in our lives.

I think you are an amazing person. You will find that specific spark (or sparks)

I'm always impressed by your incredible intelligence and tenacity, your awesome cooking skills and I'm completely jealous of your guts with travelling. Those are going to be amazing memories to think back on!

[tenderandflaky]

Golly, I don't know about all the intelligence and guts (esp while contemplating dropping out of law school), but I certainly appreciate someone thinking so. Especially someone I think so highly of as well.

How's Chicago? Every city in America has suddenly become x1000 more interesting to me since I decided to implement such drastic changes. I felt like I had lived a permanent state of unrest my whole life, and now that things are supposed to be solidifying, all I can think about is shattering my small pocket of stability. Figures, right?