i wanna love you but i better not touch<3
well well.. long time no thoughts.
so much stuff has happened.. i wouldn't even know where to start. seriously. my dad got another job so that's good ~ so now he has his own business then another job ~ it's basically with the same place as before he got fired - but it's a different company.. so money's starting to pick up a little bit. slowly but surely. but he's happy - so i am too! i'm SO happy.
i've been searching for a job since i quit michaels in december, but still no luck. it pisses me off -- when i fill out like countless applications. & then nothing.
me & jeff are completely over.. he broke my heart yet again for the second time. i haven't talked to him in over 2 weeks. & i don't plan on it ever again ~ i can't believe i put up with his bullshit for 2 YEARS!! i wasted so much time on him ~> & i passed up so many chances all for *HIM*.. & he never did a damn thing for me. i will post some of our convo later on -- but right now i don't really wanna get to into it.. because then it'll just ruin my day. i've finally realized that he's not worht it ~ so why bother? my heart is still mending -- but as far as me even being his friend. i THINK not. & funny thing is he told tiffany that he still "cares" for me & "likes" me.. ya my ass. whatever jeff. i'm better off without him -- he ALWAYS brought me down.
me & steve have been hanging out a lot.. he's a good guy. i met him through whitney. there like brother/sister.. he's extremely sweet to me. & very cute. i think. his kisses are the best. i think. whitney likes his best friend joe. & something's probably gonna happen there too. as far as me & steve he knows the whole story about jeff.. he knows every little detail. so we both decided that we're gonna take it real slow.. cause we both don't want to end up gettin hurt.
my dad met him & joe.. he likes them - so that's good.
school's going pretty good - i have summer school again which pisses me off.. but whatever. my fault.
bells gonna ring.. i thought i'd just do a little update.
.. i love you*
so much stuff has happened.. i wouldn't even know where to start. seriously. my dad got another job so that's good ~ so now he has his own business then another job ~ it's basically with the same place as before he got fired - but it's a different company.. so money's starting to pick up a little bit. slowly but surely. but he's happy - so i am too! i'm SO happy.
i've been searching for a job since i quit michaels in december, but still no luck. it pisses me off -- when i fill out like countless applications. & then nothing.
me & jeff are completely over.. he broke my heart yet again for the second time. i haven't talked to him in over 2 weeks. & i don't plan on it ever again ~ i can't believe i put up with his bullshit for 2 YEARS!! i wasted so much time on him ~> & i passed up so many chances all for *HIM*.. & he never did a damn thing for me. i will post some of our convo later on -- but right now i don't really wanna get to into it.. because then it'll just ruin my day. i've finally realized that he's not worht it ~ so why bother? my heart is still mending -- but as far as me even being his friend. i THINK not. & funny thing is he told tiffany that he still "cares" for me & "likes" me.. ya my ass. whatever jeff. i'm better off without him -- he ALWAYS brought me down.
me & steve have been hanging out a lot.. he's a good guy. i met him through whitney. there like brother/sister.. he's extremely sweet to me. & very cute. i think. his kisses are the best. i think. whitney likes his best friend joe. & something's probably gonna happen there too. as far as me & steve he knows the whole story about jeff.. he knows every little detail. so we both decided that we're gonna take it real slow.. cause we both don't want to end up gettin hurt.
my dad met him & joe.. he likes them - so that's good.
school's going pretty good - i have summer school again which pisses me off.. but whatever. my fault.
bells gonna ring.. i thought i'd just do a little update.
.. i love you*