...Things To Think About...
I begin to wonder what it all means...Some days I wish it to be over...let the others fend for themselves..See if I really care. I will be gone and that is what makes me happy...
When will others see the deformities of it all? I just dont get it... Why...
When I look to the sky I see the vast darkness that threatens to swallow me whole, but slowly the vastness of the dark begins to flicker with the life of the silent hopes which make themself known as stars....
When will others see the beauty, the death, the hatered, the everything.
Many just live their days oblivious to those about them...Others but in..
Save me from the darkness...
Its about me
Like a vise
I need time to breath
But where is the air
Can I really believe those that tell me everything works for the best? Those that do just live in a fairytale world. Its a pathetic waste of space. How can they continue?
Are my dreams ever really going to turn reality? Or will they always be out of my reach. Must I torture my mind with the thoughts of things that may never come?
Reality at an all time low, makes me see how far life can go...
The hilarity of it all, the mixture of life and death...
Cant you see we are doing this to ourselves...Killing us off without really knowing...We dont dare question ourselves because we believe we are invincable..Well there is a news linner...FUCK THAT... I hardly begin to see that we will ever just be free...
My life at this house is such a hell..i dont know why I just dont say it outright..I cant stand my school, my works the shits, Im failing every course. I dont know why but I cant consintrate...I just dont know what to do. Its like the world thinks a blind should be tossed over me to silence my known existance because I can never really achieve the best...I try but I just dont get it..My mom thinks badly of me..My teachers think I dont try enought..Well dont you see..I do try but I just cant break past my barrier of life...Its a lie, my attempts are futile...Just stop badgering me for something that will never come...
When will others see the deformities of it all? I just dont get it... Why...
When I look to the sky I see the vast darkness that threatens to swallow me whole, but slowly the vastness of the dark begins to flicker with the life of the silent hopes which make themself known as stars....
When will others see the beauty, the death, the hatered, the everything.
Many just live their days oblivious to those about them...Others but in..
Save me from the darkness...
Its about me
Like a vise
I need time to breath
But where is the air
Can I really believe those that tell me everything works for the best? Those that do just live in a fairytale world. Its a pathetic waste of space. How can they continue?
Are my dreams ever really going to turn reality? Or will they always be out of my reach. Must I torture my mind with the thoughts of things that may never come?
Reality at an all time low, makes me see how far life can go...
The hilarity of it all, the mixture of life and death...
Cant you see we are doing this to ourselves...Killing us off without really knowing...We dont dare question ourselves because we believe we are invincable..Well there is a news linner...FUCK THAT... I hardly begin to see that we will ever just be free...
My life at this house is such a hell..i dont know why I just dont say it outright..I cant stand my school, my works the shits, Im failing every course. I dont know why but I cant consintrate...I just dont know what to do. Its like the world thinks a blind should be tossed over me to silence my known existance because I can never really achieve the best...I try but I just dont get it..My mom thinks badly of me..My teachers think I dont try enought..Well dont you see..I do try but I just cant break past my barrier of life...Its a lie, my attempts are futile...Just stop badgering me for something that will never come...