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I feel so bad for david... i kinda feel like i'm ruinin his life not makin it better... he worries about others to much as it is and now i'm just another person he worries about.... i really really don't want him to get in more trouble or depression. i feel so bad even thinkin about him. i'm sorry david.
this mornin while in the bathroom gettin ready to take a shower my mom talked to me. she knows about david. just that we like eachother. not that we've kissed or anything though.. she wasn't totally pissed- just upset that i didn't tell her and that he's a senior. and hse said its not david it's just the fact that he's older and that she's sure he could try stuff..these are her words anyways
"You are a 14 year old in a 16 year olds body.. Any senior could take advantage of you and you would have no control over it"
I know david wouldn't try anything without me ok with it.. i trust him. i just wish he wasn't so scared of my rents and i could introduce them or somethin. that way my mom owuldn't be so worried about me..
we have a christmas party today with my family. my moms side. it should be stratin any second. i dunno i dont really wanna go to it but i kinda have no choice.. ashley incited me over today- but i dont htink i'm goin.. i'm sick of ppl at the moment.. to many last nite at the concert. oh yeah freshmen suck ta singin! lmao... well i should go..
this mornin while in the bathroom gettin ready to take a shower my mom talked to me. she knows about david. just that we like eachother. not that we've kissed or anything though.. she wasn't totally pissed- just upset that i didn't tell her and that he's a senior. and hse said its not david it's just the fact that he's older and that she's sure he could try stuff..these are her words anyways
"You are a 14 year old in a 16 year olds body.. Any senior could take advantage of you and you would have no control over it"
I know david wouldn't try anything without me ok with it.. i trust him. i just wish he wasn't so scared of my rents and i could introduce them or somethin. that way my mom owuldn't be so worried about me..
we have a christmas party today with my family. my moms side. it should be stratin any second. i dunno i dont really wanna go to it but i kinda have no choice.. ashley incited me over today- but i dont htink i'm goin.. i'm sick of ppl at the moment.. to many last nite at the concert. oh yeah freshmen suck ta singin! lmao... well i should go..