Dreams - work related?
Dream 1
Dreamed Major Payne was there in the testing room with us, and He's testing some Admin page and it 'breaks' and he slams his fists down on the table- "I thought we had this DONE 2 months ago!" and I get all sad and start to fix it.
Dream 2
We all are in the training/testing room- and for some reason I'm all irked more than I've ever been at like almost everyone in the room. Then steve souza makes a comment about something and I'm like you better stop right there before I snap, dude. And he persists, and I get up and slam him by the neck against the wall, yanking cords left and right in the process. I then tell him with a very angry look on my face NOT to do that again and that I have to leave the room right now before I do something else. and I leave, shaking
Dream 3
For Some reason I've just gotten to Bret's. While we're sitting around drinking or gaming, either he says something or indicates something about Her and me and I take it (maybe) way too far and just up tell him I'm done I can't do this crap anymore. and just up and leave, go home. Don't even want to hang out with him any more. Just because of the pain. I think. I feel like an ass, but I reason it's better to not be an ass to him if I know I'm going to just be difficult or emo or whatever around him.
What in the world do these dreams even mean?
1- anxiety over having not coded very well due to all the bugs we've found AND disappointing not only superiors, but clients as well
2-prolly just thinking what might happen if I did snap. But I think K1000 would snap before me, he seems to be under more stress than me recently. And I've been trying to keep it cool, under control. X_X:
3- prolly personal issues mixing in with stress. This one seems the closest to almost really happening. But I forgive most people, so I don't think this would last. prolly. but you never know...
sigh why can't I have any nice dreams...
Dreamed Major Payne was there in the testing room with us, and He's testing some Admin page and it 'breaks' and he slams his fists down on the table- "I thought we had this DONE 2 months ago!" and I get all sad and start to fix it.
Dream 2
We all are in the training/testing room- and for some reason I'm all irked more than I've ever been at like almost everyone in the room. Then steve souza makes a comment about something and I'm like you better stop right there before I snap, dude. And he persists, and I get up and slam him by the neck against the wall, yanking cords left and right in the process. I then tell him with a very angry look on my face NOT to do that again and that I have to leave the room right now before I do something else. and I leave, shaking
Dream 3
For Some reason I've just gotten to Bret's. While we're sitting around drinking or gaming, either he says something or indicates something about Her and me and I take it (maybe) way too far and just up tell him I'm done I can't do this crap anymore. and just up and leave, go home. Don't even want to hang out with him any more. Just because of the pain. I think. I feel like an ass, but I reason it's better to not be an ass to him if I know I'm going to just be difficult or emo or whatever around him.
What in the world do these dreams even mean?
1- anxiety over having not coded very well due to all the bugs we've found AND disappointing not only superiors, but clients as well
2-prolly just thinking what might happen if I did snap. But I think K1000 would snap before me, he seems to be under more stress than me recently. And I've been trying to keep it cool, under control. X_X:
3- prolly personal issues mixing in with stress. This one seems the closest to almost really happening. But I forgive most people, so I don't think this would last. prolly. but you never know...
sigh why can't I have any nice dreams...