i want so badly to believe that there is truth that love is real

[tenaciousjay]

why do i bother caring i know its pointless so incredibly pointless. i want so badly to know so many things but i just know know anymore, feelings suck alot someone slap me next time im around because i really need it maybe it will knock some sense into me. i know you dont do it on purpose, or maybe you do i just dont know. one thing i do know is that it sucks i wish i didnt get confused so easily then this might not be so annoying, but i just dont know what to feel anymore. so yeah im done no one will comment or pretend to care and im fine with it because i dont really think anyone reads my journal anyways

<3 jay
i want so badly to see my reflection in your eyes