No big deal.
I should be doing my research paper, the first draft is due in a week and I haven't typed a single letter. :| That's why I'm at my computer right now, at least. But I can't concentrate. Recent thoughts and developments have unsettled me and, I hate to admit it, but it's been on my mind more often than before. It's like that whole train wreck kind of thing, you don't want to look but you end up looking anyway. After incurring for yourself years of trauma and a permanent fear of trains, you hate yourself for looking in the first place.
Just, here it is:
I like the idea of relationships, of being part of a couple. For those privy to it, it entails a special kind of connectedness that is unique to just the two of you. No one can really compare, because the chemistry is different. There's an energy there, shared, that thrives on how you see each other, and what you are to each other, and who you are. It's something you can own and know that no one else has. It's... what it is.
And that's the only reason I like you. Because I find myself wanting to be part of a couple and you happen to be around. Nothing deeper than that. Oh, and I suppose I just like adventure (wow, it gets shallower :]).
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Useless words. Again.
Just, here it is:
I like the idea of relationships, of being part of a couple. For those privy to it, it entails a special kind of connectedness that is unique to just the two of you. No one can really compare, because the chemistry is different. There's an energy there, shared, that thrives on how you see each other, and what you are to each other, and who you are. It's something you can own and know that no one else has. It's... what it is.
And that's the only reason I like you. Because I find myself wanting to be part of a couple and you happen to be around. Nothing deeper than that. Oh, and I suppose I just like adventure (wow, it gets shallower :]).
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Useless words. Again.