well then....
hey everyone what's up....felt the need to update all....it seems my life actually is the festering boil i've tried to deny it being for years! so i've got that going for me...if no one knew, my newborn nephew Nathan died last week, probably the most tragic thing i've ever had to go through, and i've been through some next level shit before....he was only two and 1/2 months old....i only held him once, and that was the last time i was home, for my grandfather's funeral when he was born....rough stuff...and yesterday was my birthday....good times right?! oh yeah...i'm 23 and today it made me realize where i am.....absolutely nowhere....oh BTW i got fired from my job today too, so that melted nicely on top of everything....i've never been fired froma job before, i feel like a failure....i'm having a rough fucking time man.....even the fact that i got Bamboozle tickets for my birthday....i still feel horrible...it's been a while since i've been this low....anyone feel like calling me, please do so at 732-546-0997 i could use it....oh well....too bad...go sox!