Take it as you will
Alright i gotta go shower for work pretty soon so i'll make this brief. I love the last two nights spent with the core 4 as a stand in and as an honorary member. But i think this weekend took its toll on me in different ways. Well sure i'm mentally exhausted, sleep deprived, and shit... but i've also realized some stuff too. I first of all realized how cool "Tommy T" was and i also pretty much found my clone -- only a year older than me and with facial hair. This reminds me of a paticular Seinfeld part where George, Kramer, and Jerry all find their double in "bizarro world". Sorry that was a random tangent.
Pat and I have the same basic personality types and both of us are gentlemen in the sense that we don't do stupid shit to girls, nice guys finish last. Me especially. Friday night was the best and i wish i could have ended it all that night. Lastnight (saturday night), wasn't as much fun and i didn't feel like i was in the right place. Friday was better in every way. I've been dancing around this issue so far... My verrry close friend seems to get close to me and right when i think there might be something.... no dice, its all about the tall friends. And in this case my clone. I don't want this journal to cause drama or awkwardness cuz thats not what i'm about. But sometimes i've just gotta get shit off my chest. If the CORE 4 happens to read this thanks for an awesome time.
Pat and I have the same basic personality types and both of us are gentlemen in the sense that we don't do stupid shit to girls, nice guys finish last. Me especially. Friday night was the best and i wish i could have ended it all that night. Lastnight (saturday night), wasn't as much fun and i didn't feel like i was in the right place. Friday was better in every way. I've been dancing around this issue so far... My verrry close friend seems to get close to me and right when i think there might be something.... no dice, its all about the tall friends. And in this case my clone. I don't want this journal to cause drama or awkwardness cuz thats not what i'm about. But sometimes i've just gotta get shit off my chest. If the CORE 4 happens to read this thanks for an awesome time.