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why do i fucking stay up this late? at least i've been throwing out garbage. and a lot of good has come out of saving everything. i found essays and articles i've written and read respectively over the past school year and organized them. and i'm gonna use some of my writing workshop essays as submissions. i put college stuff in folders. etc. there's so much stuff to fill out for college. it's daunting. once i get everything i order, i'm hoping to talk to dad about it but i know he'll make some excuse to avoid it. and we'll scramble at the last minute. oh jeez, i probably got my last-minute scrambling tendencies from him too. SERIOUSLY, DID I GET ANYTHING FROM MOM?
i don't know whether i should sleep now or keep sorting things until i drop. well, my cat just took up my sleeping space. but i'm tired. oh fuck it i'm going to bed.
i don't know whether i should sleep now or keep sorting things until i drop. well, my cat just took up my sleeping space. but i'm tired. oh fuck it i'm going to bed.