have you ever been low?
it seems to be that i have fallen into this state of depression. I feel like everything is falling apart right in front of me. I dont know what to do anymore. My "friends" are turning shifty and shady. except nessa and shell and stuff. But some people are really getting ridiculous. I hate how i look right now. I fucking went and let nick dye my hair black. and i fucking hate it. And not only that, but people are telling me that i look like shit. Why do you have to remind me? I know!. Trust me, if i could shave my head and walk around without people looking at me, i would do it. But i cant. i just wanna die right now. I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach, and its telling me that everything isnt gonna be okay. Im not going back to school this semester so, im gonna be taken off my parents insurance, i better pray nothing bad happens to me. i feel like complete shit.
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