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florida is feeling pretty tired.
i think there's a thinning line between boredom and depression (and clinically speaking, many times children will complain of boredom while in a depressed state because they can't identify or don't understand it within themselves) and i feel that starting anew would be ideal.
i'm trying so hard to higher expectations for myself instead of taking the backseat.
and trying my damnedest to get a semester-long internship in D.C. for spring semester and plan on spending a million hours volunteering for crisis line over the summer (asking people about suicidal ideation, if they have a plan and any way to implement that plan).
i made the highest grade in the class on the hardest test of the semester in my abnormal psychology class last week. i'm buying GRE study aides with my next paycheck. i spend too much time looking into graduate schools and am already compiling things to send with an application for the earliest deadline to teach for america (out of americorps)--fingers crossed. i am on the goddamn ball. i'm attemping to "apply" myself for once.
i will not be here living anymore about this time next year--one way or another.
i think there's a thinning line between boredom and depression (and clinically speaking, many times children will complain of boredom while in a depressed state because they can't identify or don't understand it within themselves) and i feel that starting anew would be ideal.
i'm trying so hard to higher expectations for myself instead of taking the backseat.
and trying my damnedest to get a semester-long internship in D.C. for spring semester and plan on spending a million hours volunteering for crisis line over the summer (asking people about suicidal ideation, if they have a plan and any way to implement that plan).
i made the highest grade in the class on the hardest test of the semester in my abnormal psychology class last week. i'm buying GRE study aides with my next paycheck. i spend too much time looking into graduate schools and am already compiling things to send with an application for the earliest deadline to teach for america (out of americorps)--fingers crossed. i am on the goddamn ball. i'm attemping to "apply" myself for once.
i will not be here living anymore about this time next year--one way or another.