Don't worry, you'll be rid of me soon.
I woke up well rested and peaceful this morning. That's a rarity these days so I revel in that moment when I get the chance. It's a good thing too, because German class was MISERABLE. There's this one girl who, though I do feel pity for her, insists on annoying the absolute shit out of me when a certain someone isn't there to divert her attention. Strategic Weapons Control was a typical waste of time...but oh well, it has a cool title. So basically school wasn't that fun today.
In the interim, between school and work, I had the briefest moment of bliss that was inexplicable...and was gone in a seeming blink.
Work was same ol' same ol'. I find myself trying to instill values and some relevant life experience in these kids that I watch, but I feel like every breathe used is wasted. Perhaps someone will take notice, even if it wasn't who was intended. Luckily today was flag-football practice, which ensures that I sit and listen to music while the practice is in session; a paid moment of reflection, who could ask for more?
I skipped the gym tonight. Such a slacker. Im just feeling the toll of roughly a year of hardcore training without any substantial rest. When I can excuse myself for a day or two before a competition, I grasp it. I feel like this huge portion of myself has been spent in the gym, taking solace in the transformation that has occurred. I keep it hidden from alot of people and I don't think many understand my obsession with working out. What a bunch of rambling crap, right?
I need to study. I need to apply to law school. I need to evaluate my life. I need to be smarter. I need to be better looking. I need to improve my personality. I need to find more compassion within myself. I need to refine my scholastic conviction. I need to bury my head. Ahhhhh, that feels better. Goodnight.
In the interim, between school and work, I had the briefest moment of bliss that was inexplicable...and was gone in a seeming blink.
Work was same ol' same ol'. I find myself trying to instill values and some relevant life experience in these kids that I watch, but I feel like every breathe used is wasted. Perhaps someone will take notice, even if it wasn't who was intended. Luckily today was flag-football practice, which ensures that I sit and listen to music while the practice is in session; a paid moment of reflection, who could ask for more?
I skipped the gym tonight. Such a slacker. Im just feeling the toll of roughly a year of hardcore training without any substantial rest. When I can excuse myself for a day or two before a competition, I grasp it. I feel like this huge portion of myself has been spent in the gym, taking solace in the transformation that has occurred. I keep it hidden from alot of people and I don't think many understand my obsession with working out. What a bunch of rambling crap, right?
I need to study. I need to apply to law school. I need to evaluate my life. I need to be smarter. I need to be better looking. I need to improve my personality. I need to find more compassion within myself. I need to refine my scholastic conviction. I need to bury my head. Ahhhhh, that feels better. Goodnight.