Jeremy Camp - Take You Back

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So I just took Justin home and I turn my raido on... and I go threw a song or to... I remembered how Air 1 would never come in on my car and I tuned to 89.9 and it comes in crystal clear and I smiled... becasue when I thought I did not need Gods help the station would not come in... and after praying as hard as i could... every night for the past couple weeks and praying for stregnth praying just for him to give me strenth to find my way back... the first four words I hear on the raido are "I'll take you back" My eyes started to water, but by the end of the song I was crying... followed by the broadcaster saying, he is always there to take you back, that was Jeremy Camp - Take You Back... I tried to text message Ashely Kaz casue she always knows what to do when I do not know what to do, but it was like 12. Anyways I didnt really know what to do when the radio broadcaster then says, "Your not alone." I had been praying so hard and when I finnal forgave those who had hurt me and those I had hurt, and beged for forgivnes from Him, the raido came in clear... The frist time I tried again... it just came in clear... there are not words... and for me that a lot.. i know its a long way back and I had conviced myslef that i had to make it alone, but i know i am not alone, and i know Hes there, i know hes with me... and i cant even fight back that smile... and i dont want to... never again...

I know I am going call Larry and talk to him about what happened...