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I'm not running anymore. I already feel better - healthier, happier (or sadder, or blanker, or whatever I'm actually feeling.) I'm drinking less as a day to day act, and enjoying it more when I do. I'm cleaning up the crap I've let build in my life. This could go badly for me in the "real world", but fuck it, I don't care. I am sane again for the first time in years.