boo hoo

Oct 15, 2004 11:00

wow. i could be camping. just thought i would say that.

so last night i called my mom to talk to her about some stuff and when we first got on the phone she sounded ok but then again i was talking a lot. but later to find out she was drunk. i hate that. i hate it when my mom tries to fight with me about thorne and other shit when she is drunk. it just really bothers me. i dont even know how we got into that conversation. ahhh. she was trying to defend him. um so the power just went out and flicked back on but i didnt lose anything. side note. so ok. here is what we talked about. i said that thorne had no reason to screw up work or school. he just dropped out and got fired. at the beginning of the year he had a good reason to miss both (he had to have his appendix taken out). but i told my mom that if thorne would have brought a dr's. note to work and to his professors that he would be excused for his absence. and what did my mom have to say to that..."thorne was thrown out of society, he doesnt even know what tv is anymore." ok. stupid excuse. thorne has gone to public schools for 11 yrs before he left. he knows the rules. its not like they brainwashed him. and he was able to watch movies and go to movies. jordan doesnt know what tv is. sure that is a choice that he made but its not like a tramautic loss. the people who have been thrown out of society are like the ppl who are in iraq or wherever they are. they were thrown into a country where ppl dont even speak the same language as them. sure it was their choice but 5 yrs ago they didnt know that there would actually be a war and deployment. oh my gosh. she is being too dramatic. then thorne missed more school and work(which he was fired from) because he got into a drunken fight in which his face got busted up. his excuse for going "i dont want ppl to see me like this". thorne is soo vain that he didnt go to school bc of the way he looked. he should have gone and made up an awesome story. thats what i would have done. sure i would have been lying but at least i was being responsible. so go...tell ppl that you were like in a major bar fight and then the bouncer came in to play. sure its stupid but hey at least it sounds remotely cool instead of being vain. ahh he kills me. i dont feel sorry for him anymore. he has gotten himself where he is today. he was given the bare necessities of life (food, clothing, shelter and human interaction is all we need to survive) and he threw them all away because they were lined with gold. blah on him. sure im in school and i have an apartment but guess what, i have a job, i go to school, i pay my cell phone bill. i have more responsibilities that he did and some how i'm managing to live. gee i wonder how hard it could be.

ok im going to stop bitching now.

need to take a shower and go to work.
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