Lets sway again..
Time has been going by too fast....when I get on here, I ask myself why I stopped. For me this is a second journal to where I can understand myself a little better. Sometimes I feel like no one can understand me at al but then again that's selfish of me. I can't help it. I love my significant other but lots of times I feel like I'm getting pushed away. I do jump to conclusions a lot because I get paranoid about stupid crazy shit that runs through my head. I try to be affectionate and intimate but when I do she pushes me and kind of shuts me out. I guess I'm too clingy. I've been with her for 3 years so I'm attached basically. There are certain urges I have lots of times that I can't help. I wish they never existed...just like I never did sometimes...
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