i am back possibly

[temptinalterego]

there was a sudden explosion of thought today
a mental intervention if you will
to take a hop skip and jump
back through time through the existences
that at one time in my life
love existed
uncertaintly a mere hiccup in desire
now i am back and its like watching re runs of your favorite tv shows
you relive and re ache over memories you wish you longer had
all the strong emotions of the differing eras
not to say that this is not fun
it does trigger and intrigue my mind to start again so lets see if i can kick start my hearts memories and get the want to write some more
I used to love to sit here and talk to this world anymore its like a chore
I never wanted it to become a chore time to excercise my best muscles my imagination and my mind and my fingertips
lets hope that some dreams can come released from my fingers and i can make magic happen where there is no magic to be found