Fuck birthdays!!
What's so special about birthdays?? Can somebody please tell me because I don't see it?
This year I turn 20 and who's here to celebrate it with me...my boyfriend and dog, that's it. No family or friends just them, a dog and a boy I've known for about a year. So wheres all my family and friends, nonexistent it seems. But what's the significance of 20...nothing really, except the fact that I'm no longer a teenager. Silly me, I thought that would be important.
So instead of having a party or just hanging out with friends, I'm going to be traveling almost 100 miles, one way, to see my father. Who's going with me you may ask and if you picked James than you're correct. He's going to drive me there and wait for however long I want to talk to my father and then drive me home. I wish one of my siblings were going with me but everyone refuses to go.
I hate my birthday more then anything in the world. But even more I hate the feelings of being alone and unloved it always carries with it.
This year I turn 20 and who's here to celebrate it with me...my boyfriend and dog, that's it. No family or friends just them, a dog and a boy I've known for about a year. So wheres all my family and friends, nonexistent it seems. But what's the significance of 20...nothing really, except the fact that I'm no longer a teenager. Silly me, I thought that would be important.
So instead of having a party or just hanging out with friends, I'm going to be traveling almost 100 miles, one way, to see my father. Who's going with me you may ask and if you picked James than you're correct. He's going to drive me there and wait for however long I want to talk to my father and then drive me home. I wish one of my siblings were going with me but everyone refuses to go.
I hate my birthday more then anything in the world. But even more I hate the feelings of being alone and unloved it always carries with it.