school sucks
well..lets see..whats been going on? well school started two weeks ago..what can i say? its school. it sucks. heh other than that ive just been hanging out aroud the lakes..oh yeh me and mike broke up two days ago. i dont really know why, it just wasnt working out for me...last friday me, the twins, daryl,mike,p, bryant,and bert all got drunk at the little lake..we were supposed to go to daryls b/c her mom was out of town, but she locked the deadbolt and we couldnt get in..what a bitch..anyways, we spent the night at mandy's house that night. saturday john carlos got back from jail *yay* and i hung out with him all day sunday..fun fun (haha) then wednesday i was with gabe all day "running errands" and he brought me to his hotel room and like..tried something..and i was like umm no and all that good stuff..but i was supposed to sneak out with him and john carlos that night at like 2 and just chill with them until like 7 and then gabe was gonna drive me to school..no such luck..gabe got arrested..him and gutter were driving on the base and they got into an accident or w.e and then when the cop got there, he pulled up gabe's navy id i guess and found out that he wasn't discharged from the navy, he just went a wall..so needless to say, hes on a ship for at least 45 days. me and the twins got into a fight the other day..they were in the neighborhood (what else is new?) and i was really pissed off and didnt want to talk to anyone b.c. that day in lunch stephen called me easy and it made me cry so i was sad and then on top of that i was frustrated bc danielle and alyse were over..again. i dont like them coming here everyday. they dont even live here. and the only reason they want to come over here is because they want to be apart of the group of ppl in the neighborhood..like the twins know i have a thing for john carlos or whatnot and so one day i had went home early b.c. cops were out looking for ppl who were high and, well i fit the category. so i guess that night they had seen john carlos or something and then the next day danielle goes "omg we saw john carlos and he gave me a hug and like omigod hes so hott" and i was just like "uhh ok? want a treat?" like im supposed to be jealous or something..actually it made me laugh..w/e. so anyways i was talking to amanda and mandy about it and they had to go give mandy's brother a blunt and they asked if i wanted to go with them and i was like ok and i went or w.e and then her bro asked if we wanted to smoke with him so, of course im not gonna pass it up..they wouldnt have either. so i come back like 30-40 mins later and theyre all pissed and yelling and making a huge scene out of it and bert was yelling at alyse for yelling at me and everynoe else was just like "ooooohhh" cuz they wanted to see a fight. its not like i left them alone..they were with like 20 other ppl and i told them i was going and frankly i could give a fuck less if theyre mad or not bc theyre just using me to come to the neighborhood..thats why im not going home early with them anymore..id rather sit my ass through lunch and study block than have them being with me..all the time. i hate it and its driving me insane. grr. anyways i guess ill go before i get myself too worked up about all this..later