I've Got A Head Full Of Drought
Meeeerrrrh i want a job, i want a job real bad! i want a job in a cafe or a restaurant or something, or i was thinking maybe in a hairdressers, so i can just check out how they do things, i think it would be really interesting, fun and perhaps even benefecial, i need to get purdy somehow! Grrr, i have so muhc planned over the next week or so, and im broke already, no job means no money and all i have is my allowance which only comes in at the beginning of the month, *which* by the way, ive already spent. Doesnt help my parents being completely broke. I dotn want to pester them for anything either. God knows how im gonna survive the holidays at this rate, i'll probably die... im supposed to be going to france in 2 weeks, i cant even afford that. What do i do? Where do i go for? i live in shitty petersfield with no decent shops, cafes or restuarants. I;ve asked at some shops but they have said they dotn need places, (damn friggin tescos, not that i wanted to work there anyway but grr) and the one restuarant i wanna work in, wont employ me cause they are all shallow bastards and you have to be pretty, thin and sexy to work there, fuckign ASK. Anywhere decent to work is in guildford, but i cant afford to get up there, and trains are so fuckign unreliable. Doesnt help when im having doubts about college, i really hate alton, i dont wanna be there anymore, everyone has left, everyone else hates me, and my course and the teachers suck. But tis a done deal and i cant go back, let alone go anywhere else. Grrr, need job, i need help, anyone got any advice?