Gray summer sunsets....
What is it about that sky that makes you dream?
I decided to delete all my old entries, and only save a few and make them
private. I don't know I've been feeling different lately...I've been feeling older,
and more confident...and just a little more serious. Not to the point that I won't joke around
anymore...but I don't know. Johnny seems to be helping bring out a part of me
I've been missing for so long now. Not that it's him completely of course...alot of it
is myself. But he's helped remind me. I feel really happy lately. I don't feel that want inside
of me these past few days. I feel like everything's just right for the time being
and that all I need to do is set goals so it's right later on too...I don't know...am
I being weird? I don't care...I feel a little more like Arianna and not just that
self consious girl that I see in the mirror every morning I get out of bed. Now I look and I feel
beautiful, no matter what I look like...Of course I don't intend on completely
changing...because I do love being goofy and silly and a dork. But I think for the most part
it's and inner change where I feel more comfortable in my own skin...I'm happy
And besides...I miss writing poems that I feel are worth a readers time...
