Dec 17, 2003 12:07
Midnight showing baby...oh yeah! I may be able to get my car back soon...score! I need to make a doctors appt. soon...things just keep getting worse. it is not so much the physical problems that are getting to me but rather the emotional ones because everyone is getting upset that i am not doing what i should be, so FINE i will go to the doctor. 8 more days till christmas, i still need to shop. happiness has eluded me for reasons unknown, making me feel like a victim again, im sure its my fault somehow. double standard..gotta love it. YOU think YOU know who or what i mean... dont flatter yourself, i doubt you do. its not easy being green...