Apr 07, 2004 14:31
i dont even know where to begin.
with the exception of a few extremely amusing moments like cara and jenna hurting each other twice in less than 5 seconds, and french class because i can never be in a bad mood around LEMN and madame now refers to us as LEMN which is insane--last week kinda sucked. me and my mom jsut were not getting a long well. she thinks i hate her and i dont. i just dont agree with the rules she lays out because honestly they are so godamn stupid. she thinks that she its teaching me responsibility but shes not. she doenst listen to me either. and when she doesnt listen and just sits there being stubborn things dont go so well. and i hate having the feeling of not wanting to come home because i no its just gonna suck.
but now things are bettter. because i learned that argueing isnt getting me anywhere since shes is not going to change her rules anyway. because technically i have a jon at friendlys but it doesnt count. as;ldkf
so im not allowed out till i get a job. and im kinda giving up at this point because i cant think of a place i didnt try. so this will be another vacation spent at home. and its funny because last yeat i stayed home the entire april vacation for the same fucking reason. i wonder when my mom will realize that this rule is not helping me get a job.
but it hasnt been bad this time. ive been spending pretty much all of my time with my sister. i wish i could say that we have been studying since we have had so much time on our hands, but i cant. most of our time has been spent playing vedio games watching movies and --of course eating.
i also learned to drive stick shift. it only took me 4 days. i drove with my mom--and then mr brother took me out. i think he was better at teaching me then she was. hes better at driving stick anyway. so now when the time comes to drive--which is soo fucking far away--at least ill be able to drive the car im going to be using most of the time.
imnot realy having that bad of a time at home. my brothers been home for almost two weeks and he only caused trouble once. which is pretty good for him.
i dont really like being on my computer and talking to everyone because it makes me miss seeing people and pisses me off because i cant go out and see anyone. so im done for now.
p.s im sorry LEMN for screwing up our sleepover plans because im always in trouble. i promise itll happen sooner or later. preferably sooner because i miss you guys so much. :(:(:(:(