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In sort of a lull...not productive, no real motivation, my desire for learning is much less enthusiastic. Have I burned out already from just after one semester? I'm not sure. I just don't think I've warmed up from my long Winter Break. Though the workload has been pretty light considering that I have 5 classes this semester, I have a terrible fear creaping in on me that I soon will be fucked. Fuckity fuck fucked. For sure. Though hey, can't be that bad. I'm too uptight and maybe too much of a perfectionist leaving me only to stress out and be knotted in anxiety. The past few nights, I've gotten a chance to get really drunk...just blow out some steam, kick back and take a mental health vacation. Hoping I can channel these anxieties into productivity and throw myself into something that I can be passionate about. Helping revamp the BU Recycling Program could be it. Ah, I need a Buddhist temple to go to too. On the search for one in the Boston area but the one I really liked is at least an hour away by train/bus. No good.
Chinese New Year is so soon! Wish I could be China and experience another wonderful holiday celebration with my host family. I miss them so, and am constantly reminded about them with my huge exposure to Chinese Language/Culture with my Chinese Language and Chinese Civilization courses that I'm taking.
As Napoleaon Dynamite's brother would say, "Peace Out."
Here's a random pic I hope you all find as funny as I did...
Chinese New Year is so soon! Wish I could be China and experience another wonderful holiday celebration with my host family. I miss them so, and am constantly reminded about them with my huge exposure to Chinese Language/Culture with my Chinese Language and Chinese Civilization courses that I'm taking.
As Napoleaon Dynamite's brother would say, "Peace Out."
Here's a random pic I hope you all find as funny as I did...