you told me you were scared
i don't think i've ever not wanted to anything more in my life than i do not want to do tomorrow.
specifically, my exam at 8am.
it's going to be a fucking gong show.
i want out of my program SO BADLY right now... so badly...
i somehow need to have, registered to memory, 20 historical figures and what they thought about whatever we had to read about them for (nationalism, dogma, liberalism, industrialism, colonialism, imperialism... WHO LOVES ISMS?!?!?!?!!??!!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT ME.) in reference to the time and place that they were writing in as well as to eachother.
yeah it's gonig to be fucking sweet.
and by sweet i mean finger-breakingly horrifying.
honestly, i'll be surpised if i make it through the rest of the semester.
it realyl is that bad.
so i have that exam from 8-10, class from 10-12 (that i may skip in favour of a nap), then i have to get ready for and go to the mass exodus model auditions and then i get to work from 2-8.
bloodly brilliant.
fucking kill me now.
fuck.
i wish i had a gun so i could shoot myself in the side, claim to have survived a perilous mugging and maybe get out of doing any work for the rest of the month.
i've never needed reading week as much as i have needed it right now.
specifically, my exam at 8am.
it's going to be a fucking gong show.
i want out of my program SO BADLY right now... so badly...
i somehow need to have, registered to memory, 20 historical figures and what they thought about whatever we had to read about them for (nationalism, dogma, liberalism, industrialism, colonialism, imperialism... WHO LOVES ISMS?!?!?!?!!??!!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT ME.) in reference to the time and place that they were writing in as well as to eachother.
yeah it's gonig to be fucking sweet.
and by sweet i mean finger-breakingly horrifying.
honestly, i'll be surpised if i make it through the rest of the semester.
it realyl is that bad.
so i have that exam from 8-10, class from 10-12 (that i may skip in favour of a nap), then i have to get ready for and go to the mass exodus model auditions and then i get to work from 2-8.
bloodly brilliant.
fucking kill me now.
fuck.
i wish i had a gun so i could shoot myself in the side, claim to have survived a perilous mugging and maybe get out of doing any work for the rest of the month.
i've never needed reading week as much as i have needed it right now.