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Today is my last day with rowan. She's going to day care Monday.
and Im leaving to move back to LA on Monday.
a lot happening.
Im living in Drakes house while he's on tour for the rest of October and the beginning of November. and while I'm doing that I'm going to be looking for an apartment.
I'm excited to be coming back to where I have friends and things to do all before winter. its too depressing to be here in the winter. and I have friends but they all have kids and its just different here.
My job is just too busy and theres so much more I can do out there career wise. it all makes sense.
I'm driving alone. which kinda sucks but I don't mind much. just a few days. a lot of podcasts and time to think. I have a wedding in AZ on the 7th so I need to meet everyone there on the 6th. thats my timetable. its not too bad tho. no huge rush.
I think I am making the right decision. I feel less worried about it than I did moving back here...
I just really am tired of being alone. and am ready to find someone to actually date me. so that would be nice. thats what I'm missing. and now that I'm yet another year older... it bums me out more. of course.
but I can't dwell on it. too much else going on.
and Im leaving to move back to LA on Monday.
a lot happening.
Im living in Drakes house while he's on tour for the rest of October and the beginning of November. and while I'm doing that I'm going to be looking for an apartment.
I'm excited to be coming back to where I have friends and things to do all before winter. its too depressing to be here in the winter. and I have friends but they all have kids and its just different here.
My job is just too busy and theres so much more I can do out there career wise. it all makes sense.
I'm driving alone. which kinda sucks but I don't mind much. just a few days. a lot of podcasts and time to think. I have a wedding in AZ on the 7th so I need to meet everyone there on the 6th. thats my timetable. its not too bad tho. no huge rush.
I think I am making the right decision. I feel less worried about it than I did moving back here...
I just really am tired of being alone. and am ready to find someone to actually date me. so that would be nice. thats what I'm missing. and now that I'm yet another year older... it bums me out more. of course.
but I can't dwell on it. too much else going on.