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i swear i would do anything to be back with jay right now. it feels like my insides are being ripped out. we got into a fight (more or less he got in to a fight with me) over some stupid misunderstood BULLSHIT and was just like ya know what fuck it. i cant just do that. i know he loves me and i know he'll miss me..but i also know hed rather just not care about anything and just detach himself from the rest of the world. i dont want to be with out him. i swear ill do anything.