hello little boys, little toys...

[templeton319]

My relationship history sucks.
I've come to terms with this fact.

I don't have trouble attracting guys.
I have trouble holding on to them.

I've thought long and hard about what it is.

I don't think I'm high-maintenence, or overly clingy...
I don't think I make a bad girlfriend in general.
I don't think I'm a bad person, or a demanding person.

I think... I'm too much for them to handle.
Like, maybe I'm too weird, and they just don't get me.

Or maybe it's just that... I should stop wasting time with these boys that I've been dating.
Maybe I need a man.
Someone who can handle me.

All I know for sure is...
I'm not happy with the state my relationships are in now.

Something has to change.

I just don't know what, or how to change it.